My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.: 2009

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I ♥ you, Josh Groban. : )

the year 2009.

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In 2009, I learnt that it is not always about me but it is also about others cause I am not the only one who is living in this world. Like Nat Ha said, the world does not revolve around one person. I learnt that I should not be self-centered but also to give priority to the others before myself. I learnt about how to organize things and events. I learnt about teamwork. I learnt about friendship. I learnt how to get along with people. I learnt that people are not what the seemed to be. I learnt that nothing is easy and you yourself gotta find a way to make things easier for you and others. I learnt that I make mistakes a lot and I should learn from it.I learnt that I should not abandon my studies even when I am really busy with school activities and how to juggle when you work and when you play. There's a lot that I have learnt. I don't think that this list is gonna end. So, ask me what I learnt and I'll answer. :)

St. Teresa's Choral Speaking Team 2009 is .. wow. I'm gonna miss all the good times that we had together. The practices, our nervous moments, and not to forget, MALACCA! :D

And others. :)

ps. I learnt that I should not fall for someone who is not ready and not there to catch me when I fall. :)

Fa la la la.

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Tomorrow is New Year's Eve.

I can't believe that I'm gonna be in Form 5 in a week.

Again, I cannot believe.

I can't get over the fact that next year is gonna be my last year in school.

And how much I gonna miss my friends.

The fact that I'm gonna sit for the most important exam in school; SPM.

You know what?

I, Nerine Nichelle Frazier, hereby make a promise to study and study and not giving a damn about the Net and make any sacrifice just to achieve good results for SPM.

And I will keep the promise. :)

two blogs?

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Should I open a tumblr account?

Tumblr looks cool.

But blogger, I won't abandon.

You're still my good web friend who is always there to listen to my rants. :)x

I'm home! :D

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Finally, I'm back from kampung. Yay me! :D

I'm not trying to say that I don't like staying in kampung but I guess I have fast from the Net quite long already. Hehe. :P

I watched Step Up 2 recently and I love the movie! The dance moves and OMG are just so incredible.

Oh yeah! I hope I'm not too late to wish you guys a very merry belated Christmas!

Forgive me for wishing it uber late cause .. yeah.. I was not at a place where the Net is available.. so forgive me. :)

How was your Christmas? :D

Mine was fine. Relatives came over to kampung cause we had open house and it just felt so good and nice having your family members coming around together to share the joy and happiness. :)

Syaeeza's friends had a surprise farewell gathering for Syaeeza herself cause she's leaving in days. Natalie Gui brought me along as a present to Syaeeza. Hahaha. Surprise sik menjadi. :P Anyway, I was really glad to come last night knowing the fact that this MIGHT be the last time we're meeting each other. Choi mun sik temu gik * touch wood*. Hahaha. Met her friends from Green Road and Tunku Putra. Very nice and funny people! :) :) Sya, if you're reading this, don't ever forget me and St. Teresa! Hahaha. Take good care of yourself there. :)

xxx

goodbye in advance to 09! :)

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Hello hello!

I've been in kampung for quite a long time already so that explains why my blog is dead at the moment.

So! Stories stories. :)

I can't wait for Christmas' Day and New Year's Eve. I am definitely not waiting for 2010. SPM. :/

Okay, seriously I do not know what to type out here cause I just forget.

Anyway,

I'll just write whatever I have in my brain now, k? :)

Since 2009 is almost coming to an end, I have lots of things, i mean, memories that I can always reflect back. This is why;

1. I'm finally sweetly sixteen! :)

2. I went on a plane to KL then headed to Malacca with friends for the first time and it was amazingly cool! :) Then, we got top 3 for the competition. At least we did do something good for the name of Borneo. :)

3. I learnt a lot about team work. :)

4. I grew much closer to daddy God. :)

and more.

Just when I gave a second thought about it, next year will be my last year in school.

And that was unbelievable.. to me.

During this two-month hols already brought madness to me cause I can barely meet up my friends. Mok call pun sikda kredit. Haha. But I guess it's okay. :)

Nat, just in case you're reading this. I envy with the fact you and others went carolling. :(

I'll have to make sure that I join next year! Hahaha. :)

Okay. That's all I have in my mind now.

Will update more after this.. or when I remembered something.

Sorry for the crappy post tho. :) xxx

hi dec!

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So!

December is here aye? Hahaha!

Sorry sorry for the lack of updates lovelies and disappoint you guys for no new post everytime you view my blog. Haha.

In december, I usually look forward to Christmas and New Year's Eve. Who doesnt? Hehe.

Recently, went for the free tuition classes and a month ago, I went for YCS camp. I didnt blog about that, did I? Oh well. Time restriction.

I've been spending most of my time in kampung recently. I miss my house in town though.

Haha. And.. urm.. Okay, I'm lost of what I wanna say. -.-

Oh yeah! I wanna watch New Moon but nehh .. Some people say that it's just okay. Not to that good and thrilling extend.

I need to polish up on my studies. It's almost rusty. -.- Chemistry! I love you. A HELL LOT. But why didn't you love me back? :( I'm sorry that I have to cheat on you by loving other subjects too but I've been spending a lot of time to revise on you. Nevermind, we'll break up next year after SPM. Hahahahah! Didn't that just sound really sick? But seriously, that's how I feel when I'm really stress about Chemistry. :P

I've been listening to lotsa jiwang songs. Or can i say, just too much? :P I found myself get carried with daydream when I listen to them. It's like, there's this certain movie scene or a mini concert or just a performance in my mind.

Read this;

I know rock turns to sand,

And heart can change hands,

And you're not to blame,

When the sky fills with rain,

But if we stay or walk away,

There's one thing that's true,

I still love you.

Till the next post lovelies, watch out! Hahaha.

Love love love, ME! :D

peek a boo! : )

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Let's play hide and seek.

Cause when I open my eyes, all i ever wanna see is you. : ) xx

Learning aint painful.

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It's kinda right, don't you think?

: )

update! :)

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Hey readers. Sorry for the short updates. Like the super short updates. Haha.

I didn't much time so yeah. Accept my apologies. :)

Being pretty busy this month after the exams.

Teacher pulled me in the school choir cause she said that I can sing. I didn't actually want to because I have lots of things my mind already but she persuade me again till I gave in. I miss choir anyway cause I joined the club when I was in Form 1 and I quited when I was in Form 2. I think. After going through practices, I now know how to use my throat voice and my stomach voice at the right time. We performed on Tuesday and today for the special assembly and majlis kecemerlangan teresian. I was told to consider of joining choir next year. I don't know. My parents have been telling me to stop whatever activities I have next year cause they rarely see me sitting down in my room concentrating on my studies. Join or not join? I'll think next year. : )

I'm VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY addicted to the movie ' A Walk To Remember'. Yeah yeah, you guys will probably say that the movie is basi already but hey, I FRIGGING love this movie! This movie brought me to draw tears outta my eyes non-stop. Especially when she said that Landon is her angel. It's true though. You'll never know that when you ask for a miracle, it actually happens in front your eyes, it's just that you never take any note of it. I love the soundtracks of the movie, I love the story line of the movie, I just love ... everything that regards the movie. Only Hope was the song that I sang for RC Night. : )

Agen's 16! :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGEN! :D

I love you Agen and you know that. :) Hope that our friendship will forever. :)

Love you babe! :) xxx

you're my only hope. : )

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There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

xxxxxxx

grace berlian's birthday in advance!

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I just had a great time with Agen, and Grace Berlian the birthday girl!

Watch Pisau Cukur and the movie is awesome! : )

HENRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! I effin' love you. ; )

xxx

amnesia

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There will be one day that when I wake up from my sleep,

I will never know you at all.

i'll be there for you. :)

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Hey you,

I can't promise to fix all your problems,

but

I can promise you that you won't face them alone. :)

Love,

Nerine Nichelle. <3

hello november! :)

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I had an awesome time tonight! :)

Just came back from RC Night 2009.

Thank God, it went okay.

And thank God, I have my voice. Haha.

October, I am missing you. :) x

i still breathe

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I'm still alive. In case you guys just don't know.

I'm gonna find one suitable time to update. :) xx

we revived girl power!

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I am very very content today.

Know why?

We, choral speakers performed again!

But this time around, it wasn't competition. Haha.

Just performing. :)

So, we were at Borneo Convention Centre yesterday and today.

The place was whoa. I'm proud of the building. :)

Anyway, back to my story. Hehe.

Urm urm ... we went for the rehearsal yesterday. It went fine. Haha.

And it was unfortunate for us to share a room with this bunch of old man, wait, old woman include but they just diam-diam jak. Haha.

They just very frigging annoying with birthday song! AND dengan muka tidak malu dan muka tebal, they attempted to take our photos. Sheesh. Freaking heck la wei and like mia said, it was kinda .. insecure? Haha. Imagine, people just simply take your photo? At least ask first la. -.-

I guess most of us were bored. Haha. It's like they quarantine us in a room or something. But I like the room. :)

Ada orang embak buku chemistry tek do. Haha. Xhal, rajin ba. :)

I bought my twilight book. Don't know why I brought it. Haha. I ended up not reading it. :/ haha.

Played uno with fel, monica, jaylf, amanda and kiki.

Haha. I have like a thick stacked cards and I ended up finishing them off!

Jaylf wants us to replay for her pride. Hahaha. I still love you Jaylf. :)

Lynne and Cassie went skipping? Like I said, we're bored in the room. :)

Some of us sing lagu jiwang-jiwang. Hahaha. I miss those moments. RINDDDUUUUUUUUUU. :(

SO!

We did our thing! :)

I only could recognize Dr. George Chan, James Masing and Alfred Jabu. They just directly in front of me, Fel and Mon. Haha.

With full of enthusiasm, we managed to get people to laugh.. not at us of course! Haha.. and when Steph ' shhhh' ed them, I think the hall was really quiet. Like.. it was just us.. and our voices conquering the hall. :)

After we peformed, I could see James Masing nodding his head. I hope it's a good sign. :) Haha.

Had our breakfast and we left the place. :(

I thought that our last performance was at Melaka but gosh, this is really our last performance. :(

I'm gonna miss choral speaking soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

Miss Susie, Madam Euphrasia and Mr. Teo, we love you and thank you so much! :)

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sick

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I don't feel like going to schoool. :(

I'm sick. GAH! :(

sweetly sixteen!

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Today, I , Nerine Nichelle Frazier is officially and sweetly sixteen! ;)

Thanks for the wishes again lovelies. I appreciate it. :)

Received a call from my cousin. I miss her so much. Thanks Anim!

PS. Can someone please sing me a song with his guitar as my present? I will be the happiest birthday girl on Earth if there is. ;)

lotsakissesfromme,

NerineNichelle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

10 + 6 = is my age VERY soon. :)

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Simbuk, I just wanna say thank you SO MUCH for celebrating my birthday in kampung.

Thank you for the cheese cake that you bought for me. You know it's my favorite. ;)

Babai, thank you for everything that you gave me since I was a little girl. You know I love you so much and you are the best grandpa that anyone can ever have!

Pa, Mummy, thanks a lot! :)

Noel, Dania and Selene, thanks for messing up with my day and without you guys, I would probably have nothing to laugh at. :P

Screw Sejarah. :(

hiatus

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Goodbye lovely readers.

This blog will be on hiatus till further notice.xx

:(

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The only thing that I wanna do now is cry. Effingly. :(

restart when you screw it.

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You can spend your whole life thinking you want commitment.

You grow up with a clear idea of exactly what it is that you want, and yet when you have it, when it’s there, attainable, on your doorstep, you change your mind.

Perhaps this is what we need: a dream, a hope for the future, something to aspire to, and perhaps we need to keep replacing this dream with something a little bigger, because when we manage to fulfill the dream, we usually find out that it’s not what we wanted in the first place, or if it is, it doesn’t feel the way we always thought it should.

Sometimes, if you’re very mixed up, very stupid, or very thoughtless, you screw up the dream just as you get it. You tell yourself you don’t deserve it, and you have to start all over again.

3 amusing things on a Friday.

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Today was amusingly, interestingly weird. Haha.

Highlights;

First Friday Mass in the morning at church.

Bible Exam.

The Mass was urm.. okay I guess? There was this awkward moment when Janine and I were at the piano and we were playing chords and everyone just kept quiet. Like ' What is going on' but in the silent mode. Andrew went up to us and said ' What did you guys do? Wow.' Haha.

Bible exam was ... no comment. But it is easier than the ones before this. Gosh. All I did was just writing everything that I could remember. I wonder if my full account of the parable made sense or not. -.- Haha. He talked a lot about writing in the margins. -.-

Lately, my classmates and I sang the old school songs a lot. Like Natasha and I sang the song ' i'll never break your heart'. And we went really jiwang. Gosh. Then, what else? Talk talk. GIRL TALK. haha.

Just now, Jaylf and I sang BSB songs again during physics. Then, sang ' she was mine' with juni the junot and ' gentlemen don't' with kathy the cathode. Apparently, we were quite loud and teacher just raised her eyebrows and checked whether we done our works or not. Haha.

Hahahahah. Listening to the song ' shape of my heart'. Argh. <3

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart. :)

bye sept, hello oct! :D

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Tomorrow's the 1st October! Yay! NOT.

So, exams were supposed to be on the 9th which is next Friday.

And it was rumoured that the exams will start on the 8th which is next Thursday.

But then, it is confirmed that exams will start on next WEDNESDAY. :(

I was referring through the exams timetable and my birthday falls on one of the dates.

And guess what, it's Sejarah! :(

I was being content being 16 and all but... things turned out to be like this.

Gosh, I don't even know what I'm typing about.

Update more after the exams, lovelies. :) x

life partner. HAHAHAH.

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When I was a little girl, I believed that once I found the man I loved I would be happy, forever.

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I had a great day with Andrew and Grace today!

Saw familiar faces everywhere in Spring.

We watched G-Force and went for lunch at the food court.

And just had a stroll in the mall. :)

Haha. I miss our talking. xxx

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Again, titleless.

I don't know what to put up as the title for this post. The contents of the post matters right? Hahah.

I think I know why I do not know you anymore. You turning like that person. You changed because of that person.

well, you know what. Whatever, cause you are not you that I know anymore. :)

I wonder what is up with people nowadays stealing vehicles? Can't they get a job or something so they can earn money? Instead of giving troubles to people's life? Even big vehicles like rusa also they can steal? You thiefs should get some life man. Please la. Oh btw, my dad found his old motorcycle already! Basically it wasn't my dad. It was the cops so yeah. We thought the motorcycle was still in good condition but when we got to see it, it was like ... fugly. That damn guy modified the motorcycle and kinda spoilt the key slots. He even changed the plate number to this alphabets which is very crappy. Like wtf? I feel sorry for you guys cause you're not even making your life better by stealing. You're making it worser. Gosh.

This world ... is sick. :(

Sorry for saying things like this but I'm in not much mood atm.

HELLO!

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Hey hey!

This blog is not dead ... yet. Haha.

Anyway, I know it's very late for me to wish this but heck, HAPPY EID ! : )

There are things that I am looking forward to;

- Dinner with the choral speakers of 2009 a.k.a super girls, wonder women and iron ladies this Sunday. ;)

- Performing again! :D Oh boy, I miss choral speaking a lot.

- Holidays to end. Can't wait to see my friends again! :D

- Finals. :/

- Meeting my grandpa. I miss him eventhough he is gone for Miri for a few days. Bai, okuk jobong mu-u. Parik laju! Haha.

- Movie Day with my friends at MBO! Oh speaking of that , I haven't ask my parents about it yet. Hmm.

Tishudoot. September 2009 is gonna depart soon.

And my Form 4 is gonna end soon too.

And there's Form 5 and SPM who are waiting for us ... just in a few next months.

Heh. Apa dingerepak ku tok? Birthday pun belum. -.-

I better concentrate on my studies now. Ciao! :)

lotsaLOVEfromme,

Nerine Nichelle xxxxx

will you call me again?

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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

PS. I watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian lately. I don't know how it happen but tears were flowing down my cheeks after the part where Edmund, Peter , Lucy and Susan had to leave Narnia. And Prince Caspian wished that he had more time with Susan. Gosh. That was ... touching. I love this movie! ;)

60 minutes to midnight

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Hey Hey!

It's Friday night. :) Came back from Youth Gathering. It was AWESOME. :)

Btw, just ignore the last post before this post. It was just some crappy post. Ahaha.

Hmm Hmm ...

You know when there is just a perfect time when you're alone.

Probably in your bedroom when you're still awake and you really sleep or waiting for your parents when you don't really have anyone to talk to.

You suddenly recall back to your childhood time.

The memories that you had with your childhood friends. The time that you do not really have to worry much.

I miss my childhood friends. I miss playing with them. I just miss ... everything.

You know what's the interesting part?

As we grow up, we tend to drift away from each other. We pretend like we do not each other. Like people say, lawa. Haha. Don't you feel weird? I mean, back in years ago, you were really close to that person or maybe you can consider him or her your very close/best friend. Then, all you do is just walking pass them and didn't say a word.

Well, I think that humans change. You cannot really blame that person. Maybe it is you yourself should like start a conversation first. Or him/ her. I don't know. Both will do. Haha. But if kenak bskl , maybe you should not have talk to him or her in the first place. Otherwise, i don't know. Haha.

I have to push myself to fast on using foul language starting tomorrow for 3 days. If I can make it, then I'll extend it a week and so forth. I know I can. I really need to kick off that habit. :/

So, that's all people! :)

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How could you be one?

Haha.Or is it I, being one?

I don't think so. Haha.

Anyway, ignore that. :)

I have been listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls.

The ode is so sweet and cute. It's like he remembers everything about her ... what she wore .. what she said ...

Okay, I do not wanna say any further. It will get me into a kind of madness of Jiwang songs. Jiwang tahap cipan or common one, Jiwang Karat. Hahaha.

But hey, two is better than one. ;)

Sometimes, I feel like I am being blind all these while. Like, as if, something is there already ... really there in front of your eyes. It was like me.. being a stubborn person .. very stubborn.. and was very scared to grab it ... cause if I did, I was scared that I have made the wrong decision.. and if I have, I did think that there is a way back to like redeem it or something.

Face it, I was just being me, myself. I do not wanna be anyone else other than me. Cause there is only me, the only Nerine Nichelle Frazier that ever existed in this planet. No one has my name, I think. Haha.

I'm gonna just walk on and be content. Just for once, not giving a damn about problems. I know that sounds impossible, but why not?

If only I can be the one who can look straight in your eyes. xxx

first week of september.

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Haha. I can't believe September has arrived! Sheeet. :(

Anyway, many things have happened this week.

Let me say this, a thief, a freaking, damn, fucking thief will can never live a peaceful life unless he repents or at least returns that someone's belonging. My daddy's favorite motorcycle got stolen. WTF right? Ya orang padah, KERJA KERJA carik duit. IBOH NYUSAH IDUP ORANG. This is the second time. WTF. -.-' My dad owns this nice blue motorcycle which has the same number plate as our car QKW then, some freaking, damn thief stole it. I like that one! I mean, come one. Look for a job, earn some money and get what you want la. You don't have to give people hard times.Never mind, God knows what to do to that thief. :)

First Friday MASS! Well, made friends with some new faces. Not new faces la, but the people in the music ministry. It was awesome! Well, singing in church is like serving God. And i wanna thank Him for letting me to do so. :) Cam said that I look like a koala, and I went like ' Hmm. Auk jak la'. -.- Hahaha.

Right now, I seriously do have to do revision. I cannot, cannot be a loser. Gosh. Pray for me! :)

lotsaLOVEfromme,

NerineNichelle xxx

Selene is THREE! :)

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To my dear ever loving little sister Auguste Selene Frazier,

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY!

Yeah yeah, I know you will never read this post since you're still too young to use the pc haha but still no matter how crazily naughty you are , Chelle Chelle will always and never stop sayang you! ;)

There's something about your eyes that fascinates me. Back when you were younger, your eyes were sepet and you got simbuk's ( from my mom's side) eyes. Haha. People used to kid you by saying that you are Cina sesat. Even orang at kedai asked ' Yang ini macam orang Cina. Yang lain, muka lain macam oh. Macam Dayak'. Me and my bro were like ' hmm. okay?' Haha..Well, kinda make sense cause our grandma is a Chinese and now, your eyes are like ... rounder. Kedak mata orang Korea or Jepun jak. -.- Makin besar and bulat. Haha. Aunty Tijah puji your eyes sexy. Kakak Chelle Chelle jealous.I want your eyes lashes! Haha. -.- Kidding! May God will always be with you, my dear Selene. :)

xxxx

3 days away to September '09

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I'm listening to ' She is Love' by Parachute. The Acoustic version. The usual sentence I always say ,'I LOVE IT'. ;)

Yes yes, I know I have said that I will try to fast from Internet but hey, I got tempted and itchy hands of mine always want to switch on the pc. Oh dear Lord, forgive me.

I'm trying to get all my moral assignments done. Sadly, only one was done. I was busy babysitting my little sisters the whole day. Imagine, doing all the house chores, termasuk taking care of the two little naughty kids, ALONE. My brother is in kampung with my grandparents. Mummy and Papa, both being busy bees, working. Haha. Thank God, they're home now so I can chill. I mean, like less pening kepala seeing those kids. Haha.

Will Anderson's voice is just ... sexy. Haha. Will from Parachute. Lol.

Urm, urm ...

What else should I just type?

Hmm ...

Never mind.. I think I'll just go random. :)

Anyway, my blog's layout has changed. I wanted to change it cause I think I'm sick of seeing my dull blog being in purple for a long period of time. Haha. I'm gonna look for more nice blogger layouts. ;)

Heck, I had a nightmare dream when I nap this afternoon. When I woke up, my face went red and my pillow were wet. It was my tears that were coming out. I have never seen my face red. Okay, it's not that I have never seen but jarang. I never blush also. Haha. Damn, in that dream, I do not know how on earth but each person whom I love, left this world.I just do not wanna use the word ' died'. My mom, my Dad, McCullen ( how on earth did you appear in my nap?) , good friends left Earth. It's not premonition. It's just a nightmare. I do not have to worry cause my dreams are always in opposite compare to reality. It happens a lot. Gosh. But seriously, I do not wanna lose you guys cause I love you guys to bit. Okay, I may sound like a retard but it's the truth. Love One Another, people. :)

I have just realised that I only went for Chemistry tuition this week. Today's Add Maths' and Physics' tuition were cancelled so yeah. Haha.

Tomorrow's Selene's birthday!! Can't wait. ;) Then, the day after tomorrow will be Sara William's birthday.

How cool is it having the fact that two of your family members' birthday are just very close. Haha. Btw, Selene is my sister and Sara William is my aunt ... but I treat her like my cousin cause we're just about the same age. Haha. ;)

Oh and I'm not going to KAYD. :( Family plans. Gosh. I have missed KAYD two years in a row. WHY? :(

I think I'm gonna spice this post with some pictures. :)

august's holidays!

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Yawww!

Haha. Holidays are up here now.

So, there were some happenings lately.

Last Friday, I went to the Destiny Conference which was organised by EBC. I went with the Empowered youth group. It was a great night! Praise and Worship .. Short session ... All in all, it was really great!

Then, on last Saturday, went for YCS and RC. Normal things to do on a Saturday at school.

We had to attend extra class for Biology which was conducted by our own respective teachers. Cikgu Carol is so fun and cool! We dissected a frog, a fish and a cockroach. Heck yes, cockroach. Haha. The frog's heart was actually still beating after we had the vertical cut on its body. It was ... creepy. We all felt bad for the frog. :/

Then, I went for tuition at night. Haha.

Anyway, we attended it again today! Today was the last day for the extra class. Then, stayed at school for awhile to take some pictures of us doing kerja amal for moral project. Haha.

Oh shit, I think I have accidently scratch my skin. -.-

Btw, there's this awesome song by A.J Rafael and Jesse Barrera, She Was Mine. Haha. They're good. I love Phillipino singers. Check A.J 's Gentlemen Don't Cover. Amusing! :) He looks a bit like my cousin. :/

I'm gonna spend my hols by revising and studying. My sister's coming tomorrow. :/ The house's gonna turned upside down. Adoh, pening my head later eh. :( Haha. She's turning three soon! :D

And I'm gonna fast on the Net. If I can. If I got tempted, hmm ... my hands will be itchy enough to switch on the pc. :/

anyway, ta-ta and happy holidays! ;)

xxxx

what happened?

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You're not the old you that I used to know.

Enough said.

she was mine. :)

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So I hopped on a train three in the afternoon
I don't know when i'm coming back, but i hope that it's soon
See, i never thought (i never though)
That i'd have to leave your side (your side)

It's only physically but know that you will be on my mind
Twenty-four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine (you were mine)

No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Look, love is no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me

See, she wrote me a lettter, said the weather wasn't better
But she said that she was doing fine
"i want to see you face to face", that's what she wrote to me that day
And i knew that it was all a sign
So i wrote back with a song, promised it won't be too long
Make up for all our lost time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine (you were mine)

No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Look, love is no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me

So i'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track
It's been three years, she hasn't written back
But in my eyes, she's still mine
And i know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long
But i'm still in love, and i know i'm not wrong
Cause in my eyes, she was mine

No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Look, love is no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and
No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Look, love is no distance baby, no
Not when it comes to you and me

:) <3