Goodbye in advance 2009.
I'm gonna miss you a lot. ;( xxxxxxxxx




2009, even though I ain't ready to bid my farewell to you, I still gotta do it.
And after I did it, I'm gonna stay true to my 2010's resolutions.
So, here are my 2010's resolutions;

  • Be a better person.
  • Don't use too much foul words.
  • Battle up with my addiction of going online too much.
  • Start reading and revising.
  • Start to save more financially.
  • Stay healthy. Exercise.
  • No malas malas business.
  • Be more alert and observant. ( that's what mom and papa told me. -.- )
  • Make every moment in school a good one cause it's my last year.
and more I can't recall.
So dear readers ( yes, you who is reading this now! )

Happy New Year 2010! :) :)

Let's hope that 2010 is a great year for us. :)

ps. To those people who has been out and in my life in 2009, thank for a part of my 2009 and I'll never forget you guys. Ily! :D xxx



2009, I'm not ready to bid you farewell yet. :(

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I ♥ you, Josh Groban. : )




In 2009, I learnt that it is not always about me but it is also about others cause I am not the only one who is living in this world. Like Nat Ha said, the world does not revolve around one person. I learnt that I should not be self-centered but also to give priority to the others before myself. I learnt about how to organize things and events. I learnt about teamwork. I learnt about friendship. I learnt how to get along with people. I learnt that people are not what the seemed to be. I learnt that nothing is easy and you yourself gotta find a way to make things easier for you and others. I learnt that I make mistakes a lot and I should learn from it.I learnt that I should not abandon my studies even when I am really busy with school activities and how to juggle when you work and when you play. There's a lot that I have learnt. I don't think that this list is gonna end. So, ask me what I learnt and I'll answer. :)

St. Teresa's Choral Speaking Team 2009 is .. wow. I'm gonna miss all the good times that we had together. The practices, our nervous moments, and not to forget, MALACCA! :D
And others. :)

ps. I learnt that I should not fall for someone who is not ready and not there to catch me when I fall. :)

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve.

I can't believe that I'm gonna be in Form 5 in a week.
Again, I cannot believe.
I can't get over the fact that next year is gonna be my last year in school.
And how much I gonna miss my friends.

The fact that I'm gonna sit for the most important exam in school; SPM.
You know what?
I, Nerine Nichelle Frazier, hereby make a promise to study and study and not giving a damn about the Net and make any sacrifice just to achieve good results for SPM.
And I will keep the promise. :)

xx

Should I open a tumblr account?

Tumblr looks cool.
But blogger, I won't abandon.
You're still my good web friend who is always there to listen to my rants. :)x


Finally, I'm back from kampung. Yay me! :D
I'm not trying to say that I don't like staying in kampung but I guess I have fast from the Net quite long already. Hehe. :P

I watched Step Up 2 recently and I love the movie! The dance moves and OMG are just so incredible.

Oh yeah! I hope I'm not too late to wish you guys a very merry belated Christmas!
Forgive me for wishing it uber late cause .. yeah.. I was not at a place where the Net is available.. so forgive me. :)
How was your Christmas? :D
Mine was fine. Relatives came over to kampung cause we had open house and it just felt so good and nice having your family members coming around together to share the joy and happiness. :)

Syaeeza's friends had a surprise farewell gathering for Syaeeza herself cause she's leaving in days. Natalie Gui brought me along as a present to Syaeeza. Hahaha. Surprise sik menjadi. :P Anyway, I was really glad to come last night knowing the fact that this MIGHT be the last time we're meeting each other. Choi mun sik temu gik * touch wood*. Hahaha. Met her friends from Green Road and Tunku Putra. Very nice and funny people! :) :) Sya, if you're reading this, don't ever forget me and St. Teresa! Hahaha. Take good care of yourself there. :)

xxx



Hello hello!
I've been in kampung for quite a long time already so that explains why my blog is dead at the moment.
So! Stories stories. :)

I can't wait for Christmas' Day and New Year's Eve. I am definitely not waiting for 2010. SPM. :/

Okay, seriously I do not know what to type out here cause I just forget.

Anyway,
I'll just write whatever I have in my brain now, k? :)

Since 2009 is almost coming to an end, I have lots of things, i mean, memories that I can always reflect back. This is why;

1. I'm finally sweetly sixteen! :)
2. I went on a plane to KL then headed to Malacca with friends for the first time and it was amazingly cool! :) Then, we got top 3 for the competition. At least we did do something good for the name of Borneo. :)
3. I learnt a lot about team work. :)
4. I grew much closer to daddy God. :)

and more.

Just when I gave a second thought about it, next year will be my last year in school.
And that was unbelievable.. to me.
During this two-month hols already brought madness to me cause I can barely meet up my friends. Mok call pun sikda kredit. Haha. But I guess it's okay. :)

Nat, just in case you're reading this. I envy with the fact you and others went carolling. :(
I'll have to make sure that I join next year! Hahaha. :)

Okay. That's all I have in my mind now.
Will update more after this.. or when I remembered something.
Sorry for the crappy post tho. :) xxx





So!
December is here aye? Hahaha!
Sorry sorry for the lack of updates lovelies and disappoint you guys for no new post everytime you view my blog. Haha.

In december, I usually look forward to Christmas and New Year's Eve. Who doesnt? Hehe.

Recently, went for the free tuition classes and a month ago, I went for YCS camp. I didnt blog about that, did I? Oh well. Time restriction.

I've been spending most of my time in kampung recently. I miss my house in town though.

Haha. And.. urm.. Okay, I'm lost of what I wanna say. -.-

Oh yeah! I wanna watch New Moon but nehh .. Some people say that it's just okay. Not to that good and thrilling extend.

I need to polish up on my studies. It's almost rusty. -.- Chemistry! I love you. A HELL LOT. But why didn't you love me back? :( I'm sorry that I have to cheat on you by loving other subjects too but I've been spending a lot of time to revise on you. Nevermind, we'll break up next year after SPM. Hahahahah! Didn't that just sound really sick? But seriously, that's how I feel when I'm really stress about Chemistry. :P

I've been listening to lotsa jiwang songs. Or can i say, just too much? :P I found myself get carried with daydream when I listen to them. It's like, there's this certain movie scene or a mini concert or just a performance in my mind.

Read this;

I know rock turns to sand,
And heart can change hands,
And you're not to blame,
When the sky fills with rain,
But if we stay or walk away,
There's one thing that's true,
I still love you.





Till the next post lovelies, watch out! Hahaha.

Love love love, ME! :D




Let's play hide and seek.
Cause when I open my eyes, all i ever wanna see is you. : ) xx