I'm still alive. In case you guys just don't know.
I'm gonna find one suitable time to update. :) xx


I am very very content today.
Know why?
We, choral speakers performed again!
But this time around, it wasn't competition. Haha.
Just performing. :)
So, we were at Borneo Convention Centre yesterday and today.
The place was whoa. I'm proud of the building. :)
Anyway, back to my story. Hehe.

Urm urm ... we went for the rehearsal yesterday. It went fine. Haha.
And it was unfortunate for us to share a room with this bunch of old man, wait, old woman include but they just diam-diam jak. Haha.
They just very frigging annoying with birthday song! AND dengan muka tidak malu dan muka tebal, they attempted to take our photos. Sheesh. Freaking heck la wei and like mia said, it was kinda .. insecure? Haha. Imagine, people just simply take your photo? At least ask first la. -.-

I guess most of us were bored. Haha. It's like they quarantine us in a room or something. But I like the room. :)
Ada orang embak buku chemistry tek do. Haha. Xhal, rajin ba. :)
I bought my twilight book. Don't know why I brought it. Haha. I ended up not reading it. :/ haha.
Played uno with fel, monica, jaylf, amanda and kiki.
Haha. I have like a thick stacked cards and I ended up finishing them off!
Jaylf wants us to replay for her pride. Hahaha. I still love you Jaylf. :)
Lynne and Cassie went skipping? Like I said, we're bored in the room. :)
Some of us sing lagu jiwang-jiwang. Hahaha. I miss those moments. RINDDDUUUUUUUUUU. :(

SO!
We did our thing! :)
I only could recognize Dr. George Chan, James Masing and Alfred Jabu. They just directly in front of me, Fel and Mon. Haha.
With full of enthusiasm, we managed to get people to laugh.. not at us of course! Haha.. and when Steph ' shhhh' ed them, I think the hall was really quiet. Like.. it was just us.. and our voices conquering the hall. :)
After we peformed, I could see James Masing nodding his head. I hope it's a good sign. :) Haha.
Had our breakfast and we left the place. :(
I thought that our last performance was at Melaka but gosh, this is really our last performance. :(
I'm gonna miss choral speaking soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
Miss Susie, Madam Euphrasia and Mr. Teo, we love you and thank you so much! :)

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I don't feel like going to schoool. :(

I'm sick. GAH! :(



Today, I , Nerine Nichelle Frazier is officially and sweetly sixteen! ;)
Thanks for the wishes again lovelies. I appreciate it. :)
Received a call from my cousin. I miss her so much. Thanks Anim!


PS. Can someone please sing me a song with his guitar as my present? I will be the happiest birthday girl on Earth if there is. ;)

lotsakissesfromme,
NerineNichelle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


Simbuk, I just wanna say thank you SO MUCH for celebrating my birthday in kampung.
Thank you for the cheese cake that you bought for me. You know it's my favorite. ;)
Babai, thank you for everything that you gave me since I was a little girl. You know I love you so much and you are the best grandpa that anyone can ever have!
Pa, Mummy, thanks a lot! :)
Noel, Dania and Selene, thanks for messing up with my day and without you guys, I would probably have nothing to laugh at. :P

Screw Sejarah. :(

Goodbye lovely readers.
This blog will be on hiatus till further notice.xx


The only thing that I wanna do now is cry. Effingly. :(

You can spend your whole life thinking you want commitment.


You grow up with a clear idea of exactly what it is that you want, and yet when you have it, when it’s there, attainable, on your doorstep, you change your mind.

Perhaps this is what we need: a dream, a hope for the future, something to aspire to, and perhaps we need to keep replacing this dream with something a little bigger, because when we manage to fulfill the dream, we usually find out that it’s not what we wanted in the first place, or if it is, it doesn’t feel the way we always thought it should.

Sometimes, if you’re very mixed up, very stupid, or very thoughtless, you screw up the dream just as you get it. You tell yourself you don’t deserve it, and you have to start all over again.


Today was amusingly, interestingly weird. Haha.
Highlights;
First Friday Mass in the morning at church.
Bible Exam.

The Mass was urm.. okay I guess? There was this awkward moment when Janine and I were at the piano and we were playing chords and everyone just kept quiet. Like ' What is going on' but in the silent mode. Andrew went up to us and said ' What did you guys do? Wow.' Haha.

Bible exam was ... no comment. But it is easier than the ones before this. Gosh. All I did was just writing everything that I could remember. I wonder if my full account of the parable made sense or not. -.- Haha. He talked a lot about writing in the margins. -.-

Lately, my classmates and I sang the old school songs a lot. Like Natasha and I sang the song ' i'll never break your heart'. And we went really jiwang. Gosh. Then, what else? Talk talk. GIRL TALK. haha.
Just now, Jaylf and I sang BSB songs again during physics. Then, sang ' she was mine' with juni the junot and ' gentlemen don't' with kathy the cathode. Apparently, we were quite loud and teacher just raised her eyebrows and checked whether we done our works or not. Haha.

Hahahahah. Listening to the song ' shape of my heart'. Argh. <3

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart. :)