My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.

Everything I did went wrong yesterday.

I did my geografi coursework wrongly. I mean, teacher thought that I photostated them. Why does she think so? Because of the dots on the papers. She got really angry at me and went to "hunt" me in my class during Moral. I don't mind if she said I have to reprint it again in a nice way you know but she was like suddenly, " Kenapa kamu fotostat kerja kursus ini? Sudah berapa kali saya cakap JANGAN fotostat kerja orang lain. Kenapa kamu sangat degil? " Those are the words that came out from her mouth. So I answered. " Saya printlah. Bukan fotostat." " Kamu jangan fikir saya bodoh". When she said that, she REALLY pissed me off and she was giving me a look which I really HATE. She accused me for "meniru" other people's work. Dear teacher, in case you don't know. I've work SO HARD to get it done. Just because of the dots you reckon that it is photostated. If the printer is like that, what can I do? Ask my dad to buy a new ink? Ask me to go to cyber cafe and print it out? Don't you think its just a waste of time? GEE.

She went to my class and look for me again. This time, I am SO FREAKKING pissed at her. She ask me to sign so perjanjian whatever it is. She forced me to mengaku that I've copied other people's work. And I was like, WTF???. Gosh. She asked me to sign, I gave a big sign for her to see my signature. Then, I said, can i go to my sit now? She just shut up and yeah. Come on. Go look for ONE STUDENT who has the EXACT work as I do. Oh yeah, thanks a whole lot for telling people that I've photostated other people's work which is so not true. Only God knows that I DID NOT copy other people's work and photostated them.

Today, I'm in a good state of mood except that I HAVE to spend my recess time of dealing with coursework and did not eat during recess. But, it's okay. It's for once in a while.

Gosh, I starting to hate doing courseworks or school projects.

Great. I've just did something to my toe. I almost peel of the skin of my toe. Yes, ouch it sure is.
Just hope my dad won't see a single thing about it as he is concern much of my skin and wastes loads of money to buy medication for my skin. I don't want to be a burden to my parents anymore. Well, of course we still have to depend on them because we don't work but yeah. The medications that my dad bought, all of them don't work on my skin. Maybe my skin is one of a kind. Haha.

Dania is watching the tv now. Cars is the title of the movie she is watching. As I have said before she loves cartoon so does my other sister Selene. Selene is not here. She's with my granny back in kampung. Oh gosh, I do miss her sooo much. Haha.

Selene is a type of a little kid who I think is so hyperactive. She wakes up early in the morning like me and my brother do. When she sees that my mom is not at her side while she's sleeping, she will wake up also. She can climb the gate at my kitchen. Luckily, not the gate at the car porch if not, gees. She HAVE to watch Pocoyo or Barney. You know every the Barney song plays, she will look for me and hug me. Then I could see her smile and her cute teeth! Ahaha. If I'm not at home, she will look for someone whom she is close to like my granny or my dad. She will never hug my brother. Haha. She hugs him but rarely. Haha.

What am I doing now? Obviously, blogging and checking out my facebook, myspace and friendster at the same time. One thing that makes go headache is Math and of course problems. I am not gonna say my problems out here because it's public. I mean, who would want their secrets or problem to be spill? Blogs are public okay.. haha.

There's one mission that I have to focus on: Penilaian Menengah Rendah.
I have to goal those straight As ya know. Who doesn't? Except those people out there who thinks that education is not important. I'm trying to get away from being online but I addictive to Internet already. I have to study and work really really hard and smart. Oh and yesterday, Puan Hajah announced the date for PMR. and guess what?

Last few days ago, Jaylfynna recommended me to read a book entitled " The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho. She said that its a cathy and nice story. So I was like, why not? And I read the book up. It took me only 2 days to finish reading it.

Jaylf was so right about the book. It was uberly nice-to-read book. Okay. This story is about an Andalusian guy named Santiago. He is actually a shepherd who ventures from his homeland in Spain to North Africa.

He dreamed about his reserved treasure in some part of Egypt. When he was on his way of finding the treasure, he first met a gypsy. This gypsy was supposed to interpret his dreams. Somehow, she could not. Why? Haha. Okay. She told him to give her one tenth of his treasure to her if he could look for it. She did not for any money. She only told him to follow his dreams and go on to Egypt.

The second person that he met was an old man who claimed himself as the King of Salem. Not Santiago but the man. At first, he did not believe him until something happened. The King's name was Melchizedek. He also told Santiago about some Personal Legend thingy. Oh and he gave Santiago two stones. The stones were named Urim and Thummim. He said that the stones can show him the omens.

Then........




















I forgotten how the story was already haha. I borrowed the book from the library and I have returned it as the due date was like today. Those book lovers out there, you SHOULD read it. and the ending is really nice. For me. haha. It may inspire you to follow up your dreams cause Paulo did inspire people to follow their dreams. :)


oh and my favorite quote from this book is

Just now, my mom asked me to get myself ready to go out. I just nodded my head thinking that me and my family are going out to shopping malls or just go round the town ba.

Then, I asked my dad where are we going cause there is no shop nearby to the place where my parents headed to. " ask your mom", said my dad. So, there was it, my aunty's house. Technically, she's my mom's cousin but I just call her my aunt. Haha.

Okay then. We reached there and my mom told me that I looked so selekeh. Then I replied her I thought we're going out that's why I just don't give a damn what I wear. Then we went in the house. They started praying already cause it's my cousin, Darren's birthday. I'm not so sure how old is he right now so yeah. Haha.

Then I sat next to my cousin. Just smiled at her and her mom. Then she moved to upstairs because her sister was calling her up. So just leave her la. And I was alone. Just follow what other people in the house did was praying.

Then, we sang the 'Happy Birthday' song to Darren. Haha. I've wished that little boy happy birthday and he thanked me. You should see his face. AHHH. so COMEL+CHUBBY. I pinched his cheek and he went oww. haha. I bet he'll look hot when he's grown up already haha.

And there's dinner. My aunt made it like just buffet style as usual. There's nothing unusual. It's just the same everytime she invite us over to her house.

I love the jelly! oh la la. oh yeah, the cake. The jelly has assorted shapes and fruits in it. Got kiwi lah, watermelon lah, dragon fruit la.haha. and the cake was absolutely yummay! It was purple on the top. I wanted to eat more but then I felt so full so just stop eating lah. haha.

Then, I went upstairs cause I was really bored and I got no one to talk to. And my cousin was there and I just sat next to him and saw what he did like downloading songs to him phone and PSP. whoa. I know, so cool right. haha. And I saw those Click Five songs in the list. I was like screaming in my heart!!! Oh gosh. I cannot let my side of insanity to be seen by people even the ones who are my relatives. Only me myself. Haha. So yeah la. Sabar jak la. Haha.

so that's it. In case you wanna know what I wore just now to my aunt's place, haha. St. Teresa's Prefectorial Board T-shirt and a pair of jeans. Ugly but useful jeans. :)

xoxo,
[Nerine Nichelle Dickherber]

Yes, it is about the Hari Permuafakatan/Report Card Day.

I woke up around 6.30 and get myself ready to go to school to get my report card.

In the car, my mom was like " Chelle, you don't have to be so nervous until you 'terkupak' your finger". and I stopped my habit for a few minutes. Then I changed the radio station to Hitz. Then, I feel so relieved because my favorite song was playing at the same time. haha.

Right at 8.05 am, we reached the school compound and went to my class.

Then when we were at my class............................















I saw my friend, Theresa T. with her mummy and her brother. Her brother seemed to be very quiet as Theresa told me. haha. Then my teacher asked me and my mummy to get to the front and they talked bout my results. Surprisingly, my mom was smiling. and I was like, okayy... you know so yeah.






Then went back to the car to get back home. On the way, my mom wants me to get those Bs to As. and I said," I'll try my very best but I can't make promises". And she said okay.



Oh god, I really need to study now.

Happy moments: Praise God.
Difficult moments: Seek God.
Quiet moments: Worship God.
Painful moments: Trust God.



EVERY MOMENT: THANK GOD.

that's is what people should do. Instead of complaining and whining bout your life, why don't we thank God? or at least just be grateful. :)



I admit that I do complain bout my life at times but I NEVER forget about God.



I am BLESSED with my family, my friends and everything wonderful around me.

hahahahahah!

Mylia and Kathy were doing some silly jokes this morning during school and they made me and Siti laughing our heads off. ROLFOL. there was once that they " polah lawak " eh. I fell off the chair and yeah. Luckily I sat behind in the class. hahahah! okay. here is their own "pantun"

Dear papa,

Eventhough you don't think much that today
is a special day.
Note that I love you so much!

You were there when I need your help.
Thank you for everything you've done for me, Noel, Dania and Selene.


Oh yeah, and thanks much for teaching me Math! :P

PAPA, I LOVE you! :)

oh and

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY.

your daughter,
Nichelle.

yeah today is Friday. Many things happened today especially in school.well. not many. haha.

I didn't know that today was supposed to be the last day to pass up our Geografi assignment. And apparently, there's something wrong with the cover of my work. So, I was like asking my geography teacher whether I can pass up tomorrow. And she was like, " Tak ada alasan". Of course, I was kinda pissed but at the same time I was feeling like it's my fault also you know. Then, I get back to my place in class. She somehow made some announcement regarding the assignment. Tomorrow is the last day. I was like ' Thank God! Alleluia!' Then, I ask my friend whether even if I passed up my work, is she going to deduct the marks. And the answer was a yes. I asked my other friend and she said a no. Luckily, she and her others friend i guess are going to pass it up tomorrow as well. haha! so, now,everything bout Geografi assignment is okay. haha.

Number 2. was about learning this new F language. haha. My friends who are sitting in front of me was talking to Siti Hasmiza bout something. Then, Kathy, talked to Mylia in the 'F' language. haha. then Kathy asked Siti. " Kitak faham sik? " then siti nodded her head. " Adoh. Bahaya tok. Hahahha.", said mylia. then I asked Siti bout this whole 'F' language. She was like kinda teaching me bout it. haha. after several attempts speaking the 'F' language, I've passed. haha. As if they will have exams bout the 'F' language.

Seriously, sitting with Mylia, Kathy and Siti Hasmiza was REALLY fun. There MUST be a laugh everyday. haha. If we don't laugh in a day, I felt something really wrong. haha. Cause I love to laugh! Even if they have lame jokes, I dont mind. hahahahah!

Then, after school, I got this another friend, Christina, invited me to her house as her house is VERY near to my house. Usually, I walked to her house. Yes, you might be thinking it's tiring but it's not. haha. Walking is fun and good for exercise!

I left my house at 2.00 and reached her house like 2.02 which means that I take only two minutes to her house. Oh well. And when I reached her house,.............................................................
Okay. I admit that I'm kinda phobia to dogs especially when they are barking at people. Don't ask why. Haha. Christina's house has like dogs but there were somehow unfriendly to me just now. The other days when I went to her house, the dogs were really nice to me. Do dogs change like human change? lol.

What did we do? I helped Christina with her Geografi assignment cause she seemed to have my help. And we walked to the shop nearby our houses to get our assignments done like photostating and binding some papers. Before that, we went to my house cause I have to get something to be photostated. haha.

Then, we went back to Christina's house again and get everything that needs to be printed, print.
We also get to hear some songs from her computer and listening to some Malay jiwang songs and Indonesian's dangdut songs. haha. LOL.

around 4.15, i went back home. Christina, her brother and her cousin was like accompany me back home. They wanted to buy some stuffs and the same time. So, when we have reached the shops, I knew I've got to go and I said Bye to them as usual. haha.

It's been a long, long time since I've post on my blog.

So...............................................................................

I, Nerine Nichelle, will be.....................................................................


































Making new posts on my blog! :)

oh and do you always hear people saying that on Friday the 13th brings bad luck? I don't believe it. Nothing awful happened today. So, Thank God! :)

Yesterday, my dad went out with my mom and my 2 sisters. So, I was at home all alone. They went out like around 8.30 right after we were watching some tv series. So, I was like okayy. I'm home alone la.

I was soooo bored that I was browsing some channels in Astro and went online. Suddenly, I got this idea to visit staronline.com . Then I figured out something.