I can't believe time flies so fast. Like, really fast. It has been a hectic and a good year I must say. Eventhough many bad times did occur.

Sorry for my lack of post during Christmas. No internet connection at kampung bah. Hehe.
So, did you guys had a great Christmas? I guess I did. Haha. I had high-fever for the 2 days of Christmas. How sad. And I hate being sick. Thank God, now I'm doing finee. :)

So, today, PMR candidates get their results at their respective schools. I went to school today and oh boy, the closer I got to the hall, my heart beated faster. Like nang nervous habis lah. Dap Doop Dap Doop. LOL.
And Cikgu Junita was there and she said ,' Nerine, tahniah!'
I smiled ONLY. I didn't get what she meant. I kept on saying in my mind that I don't wanna see my result. Takut kecewa bah hati. Haha.
So, she gave me my slip result and I was SHOCKED. Like oh my gosh!!!!!!!!
I jumped around like a lunatic and insanely happy girl.
I was hugging my mom and I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY! :D
Who would have thought that I'll get straight A's?
So, THANK YOU, GOD AND THANK YOU, DADDY JESUS!!!!
I promise that I'll be a good, good girl . :) :)

People, enjoy your last days of 2008!

Argh, I love 2008! :)

xxx



Hello everyone!
I'm leaving for kampung again by tomorrow.
So, yeah. This should be my last post before Christmas.
I am missing all my friends.
If you were to ask me to list them down, I think it will be an endless list. LOL.
Argghh,
My McDreamy, I love you! -,-'
Okay, I sounded like a retard. LOL.

Anyway, I would like to wish everyone,

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D





Hope you guys enjoy your holidays. :)


xxx
nichelle.




It has been raining for days or weeks. Perhaps this will be my last post before Christmas. Well, maybe. Rain, rain, go away. Please come another day!


Sunshine, please shine! (:


xxx

Somehow, the pc that I am using here is a retard. It blackouts, urgh i mean, the monitor screen will turn black out of the blue.
I have to knock a few times on the desktop to restore it.
Haha.
Random huh? :P

xxx


I'll go random okay.

I am freakingly missing both Joseph Cardijn's Camp ( YCS' ) and AGC.

There, I said it.

I hate the fact that this year is gonna be my last year of AGC. :(

Well, I guess so. Haha.

And most probably there will no mid-year YCS camp next year. :(


xxx


My dad knows that I have a blog.
Shoot.
Yeah, shoot.
From now on, I have to be careful with my words on this blog.

p/s - sorry papa!

What's my favorite season?

My favorite season is Christmas!

Christmas is the season that I have always love since I was young. Wanna know why? Cause I love presents! Back then when I was young lah ... not now. I don't really expect presents at this age. Haha. Dah gedek.

Christmas trees both at kampung (my paternal side) and my house here in town were already decorated with those small, tiny light bulbs and some other stuffs. I love the one at my kampung. Hehe. :)

Christmas is coming less in a week, ey!
And there will be people going carolling at my house tomorrow night! :D

These are extracted from a movie.

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We can't hardly stand the wait
So, Christmas don't be late.


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To anyone who's celebrating this joyful season,

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)


xxx
nichelle

AGC 2008 was fun!
I'm gonna treasure those times cause it's my last year of AGC! :(

XXX

1.Initials:
- N.N.F
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
-Ena Liew
3. when was your last kiss?
--?
4. For or against same sex marriage?
- AGAINST.
6. are you bisexual?
- Huh?
7. do you believe in God?
- Yes, I do!
8. how many US states have you been to?
- none
9. how many of the US states have you lived in?
- none
10. have you ever lived outside the US?
- yeah. d'oh.
11. name something you like physically about yourself:
- my hair? haha.
12. name something non physical you like about yourself:
- my patience?
13. what is the current rumor traveling around about someone?
- i got no idea.
14. what is your dream car?
- i have not think about it yet.
15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
- elsewhere
16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone?
- urghh, no?
17. how many concerts have you gone to?
- urm ... more than 1 i guess.
18. do you download music?
- yeah
19. how many illegal things have you done?
- haha. im a good, good girl :)
20. where would you want to go on a first date?
- somewhere? :)
21. Would you date the person who posted this:
- HEH?
22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
- nope. in dreams, yes. HAHA.
23. ever been kissed under fireworks?
- nope.
24. Do you like president Bush?
- shikodot.
25. have you ever bungee jumped?
- i want!
27. have you ever crashed a car?
- nope
28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you?
- hell no
29. have you met a real redneck?
- ?
30. are you interested in anyone right now?
- in denial?
31. what song are you listening to right now?
- without love.
32. what is your current favorite song?
- without love
33. what was the last movie you watched?
-hairspray
34. who was the last person that told you they loved you?
- no one
35. where was the last place you went besides your house?
- kampung
36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property?
- urmm yeah? :3
37. ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
- urm... IM AM SOOO NOT A LESBO
39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- eyes. :)
40. what turns you on?
- ZAC EFRON!
41. what do you usually order from starbucks?
- i dont order from there.
42. what is one of your sexual fantasies?
- heh.
44. tell something totally weird about yourself:
-im lunatic. :)
45. do you have an i-pod?
-no
46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
- yeah, and i think they are just fooling around. lol
47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show?
- both?
48. do you have braces?
- nope
49. are you comfortable with your height?
-honestly, no. :(
51. when do you know its love?
- when i cant stop thinking about him :)
52. do you speak any other languages besides English?
- yeah
53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out?
- tuak? hehe. KIDDING!
54. what magazines do you read?
- any magazine worth reading
55. have you ever ridden in a limo?
- no
56. has anyone you were close with passed away?
- luckily no.
58. whats something that really annoys you?
- ?
59. what's something you really like?
- anything
60. do you like Michael Jackson?
- urhhh no?
61. can you dance?
- haha yes
62. have you ever surfed?
- i wish
63. do you know how to pump gas?
- nope
64. what was the latest you have ever stayed up?
- i cant recall.
65. have you ever thought you were honestly going to die?
- yeahh :3
66. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
- yeah and i didnt like it. :(

I'll just go random with this post.

I've recently watch Alvin & The Chipmunks.


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And I gotta say that

.

.

.

.



They are cute chipmunks!
If talking chipmunks exist in real life, I get one and I'll love them to bits.
Argh, chipmunks are COMEL!

I'll just keep this one short.
Hehe. :)

xxx
nichelle.

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Sometimes, I would like to go somewhere apart from this world.
Someone fly me there, please? :)















Once I was a selfish fool
Who never understood
never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Zaccy, I'm in love with you
No matter what you wear
'Cause...

Without love

Life is like the seasons with no summer


Without love


life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer


Zaccy, i'll be yours forever


'Cause I never wanna be


Without love


Zaccy, never set me free


No, i ain't lyin'


Never set me free, Zaccy,

No, no, no!!

Living in the ghetto
Black is everywhere ya go
Who'd 've thought i'd love a girl
With skin as white as winter's snow

In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now I've tasted chocolate
And I'm never going back

'Cause without love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
Without love
Life is doris day at the Apollo
Darling, I'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling never set me free

Oh, I'm yours forever
Never set me free
No, no, no!

If I'm left without my baby doll
I don't know what i'll do
Zac, I've got to break out
So that i can get my hands on you

And boy, if i can't touch you
and I'm gonna lose control

Zac, you're my black white knight
I've found my blue-eyed soul

Sweet freedom is our goal
Zac, i wanna kiss ya! -.-'
Let me out at the next tole

'Cause without love
Life is like a prom that won't invite us
Without love
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis
Without love
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it
Without love
Life is like my mother on a diet

Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

Darling i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
now you've captured me
without love
I surrender happily
without love
Zac never set me free
no no no
I ain't lying
never set me free
no no no
no i don't wanna live
without love
Darlin you have best believed me,
never leave me
without love!





Okay. Haha. I guess many people know that I am forever-super-obsessed with my guy, Zac Efron! Haha. So yeahh. I watch Hairspray like more than twice already? :) Heh.

Ignore me. :P

xxxx

This is gonna be my 100th post on this blog.

It's confirmed. I'm not going to watch the movie. :(

Gosh.

I wanna go out for crying out loud!

I don't mind going out with family or friends.

But it feels like I'm in a prison or something. -.-'

I had a dream last night.

I dreamt that I only get an A and an E and the rest are all Bs for PMR. When I woke up this morning, I was all like ' what the fuck?' Gosh. I remember in that dream, I cried like mad and my eyes were swollen. I HOPE it's not true cause I've worked my asses off to get good grades for PMR.

xxx

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I really wanna watch Twilight. Syaeeza and Grace did invite me to go to the movies to watch it. Too bad, my old man said a No. Yeah lah, what can I do? Before I went to persuade him again, he said he means it. Its like a serious red light. Urgh ... kinda hard being the eldest ey? Guess I'm gonna stuck at home, doing house chores and baby-sit. :( :(

Gosh.

I wanna watch TWILIGHT sooooo badly!!!!


:(

Dear God, please do change papa's mind when I'm gonna ask him again. Amen.


xxx



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1. What's your most favourite colour?
♥I have favourite colours. They are pink, blue ... basically all colours except for dark colours.

2. Who is the most important to you?
♥ God.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
♥ Hm... I don't know.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
♥ I guess so

5. How many babies you want?
♥ Haha. I have not plan about it.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
♥ yyeeaahh.

7. What is your goal for this year?
♥ Hmm...?

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
♥ haha sik tauk

9. Do you think that the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping?
♥ martha kidnap people eh? haha. i don't think so

10. What are you really afraid of?
♥ depends

11. What is your bad habit?
♥ ask.

12. Do u have a secret crush?
♥ urm ... yeah?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
♥ of cosh! :D

14. What does flying means to you?
♥ terbang lah

15. In your phonebook (for your mobile phone) how many contacts in there are those of whom you REALLY know?
i dont really bother


16. Are you single/relationship?
♥single?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
martha
1) friendly
2) nice
3) bubble
4) laughs a lot
5) ?

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
♥hmm ...

19. What is your little wish? (as in little stuff like dying your hair orange and stuff)
♥having flawless skin. im still waiting for miracles from God.

20. Who's the best person in ur life?
♥person? people lah. Haha. those who cheer up my days! :D

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

I TAG
sabrina
christine
syaeeza
audrey
anyone-who-wanna-do-this-tag

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There's something about this picture that I love. It has my fave colours. Green and blue baby! Baby blue. Hehe.

I need to calm myself.
Why?
My sister is driving me nuts.
She's really good in messing up the house.
But what to do lah...
I have to take care of her,
Since mom said, I have nothing to do during the holidays.
Does not she know that I have meetings to attend? And camp as well?
Maybe she forgot about it.
Oh well...
Thank God that I am not that hot-tempered
If not, my sister will have bruises everywhere on her hands
Hehe. Just kidding.
So, yeah.
My kerja during the holidays is
baby-sitting. :(
Currently: She's climbing the chairs.
Tell me, sik cukup pening kah?


xxx

I have spend my days on the 17th till 19th November 2008 at Lundu. To be more specific, Kampung Selampit.

17th November 2008 :

The participants gathered at St. Joseph's Parish Gallery. So, from there we left for Lundu around 8 am. It took us for about an hour to reach there. On our way there, you can see green grasses at the roadside. Especially when it's getting nearer and nearer to the kampung. ' Jayllfff! it's soo greeen outside. You better see this.' Jaylf nangga luar lah and she was like 'waaahhh!' Hahaha. Seriously, it was reallllyy green. I love green. Haha. So we reached at the kampung, we put our bags and stuffs in the open hall. Then made some arrangements in the chapel like shifting the benches outside. Then, put mats inside or what people there call it tikar or kasah. And yeah. We were doing our ice breaking session and we were supposed to write our nickname in a piece of paper. Oh, before that, my group name is Cococrunch. Haha. Laugh all you want cause i am in group C. so, it should make sense right? :) Then, yeah lah. I put my nickname Nichelle in the paper. They gave us a piece of paper. I have to look for the person in the piece of paper. So, yeah. I looked for that girl who is eventually my cousin's close friend and the guy who found me is a guy from Teknik Matang. So yeah lah. Get to know more people.Then we had our lunch, then praise and worship. After that, we had our dinner. Tell you, the ladies guild there cooked goooooodd and nyaman food. OMG. Haha. Then, we had to go to our foster families' house. For the girls onlylah. The guys slept at the open hall and the chapel. So basically we did Taize prayer. It originates from a place named Taize in France. It is something like a healing session. Haha. Okay. We had our supper then we went back to our foster families' houses. My foster dad is soo kind. We call him Daddy. Haha. Then we talked among ourselves with the wife and his daughter and yeah. Went to bed.


18th November 2008 :

Woke up early around 5.30 am. Had breakfast at the house and at the chapel. Haha. Okay, then we had praise and worship. I can't really recall during the day though. OMG. Sorry, God! But I remember during night time. Haha. Okay. I'm gonna type about it now. Okay. So, before dinner, we went back to the house to get bath and everything. We act like as if we are pelarian cause we were using a 4wheeldrive vehicle. So, my housemates and I stand and sit behind. On the boot. Haha. Then some of us rasa Titanic. HAHAHAHAHA. yeah lah. Get bath and dressed and everything. Then, we went back to the chapel. I had to prepare dinner like scooping some lauk for them. And yeah. Sidak mak cik mak cik lelah masak bah. Hahah. Then yeah lah. Man, I miss the umbung lah. I mean, the bamboo shoot. Pass Pass. Hehe. Then we performed. Our last night bah. We praised and worshiped. We had SOOOOO much fun. Like we did choo choo train in the chapel. Hehe. It was fucking fun. Ignore my language but I don't think words can describe it. :) Me love it. Then yeah lah. Had our supper. Then went back to the house. Our 'daddy' had a talk with us since it's gonna be our last night at the kampung. So sedih lah. :( yeah, he gave us advices. Useful ones. Haha. Then some of them polah mini party. But I didn't cause I went to bed earlier. Tired bah. Had a VERRYYY nice dream that night. :P :P

19th November 2008 :

Woke up around 6.30 am. Hehe. Took our bath and had our breakfast. We ate cococrunch. hahahaha. I don't eat my group but the cereal. LOL. Then, yeah lah. Hmm. Went to the chapel and had our breakfast there. After a while, we did 'see,judge and act'. We did action like cleaning the chapel. Then yeaahh. Hehe. LOL. I have more to type but I don't know how to type it out. Haha. For those who are YCS members but didn't join this camp, rugi kitak orang!! Hahaha.


I love this camp and if possible I wannnnnaa staayy a lil' longer. yeah, Jesus you rock! :)

Angeline! If you're reading this, kerinduan sudah bermula. :( :( :(
And I misssss everyone and every moment of the camp! :) :)
God bless you people!


love,
xxx nichelle.

p/s- i'm gonna treasure those moments! :)