My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.

I found a book named 20,001 Names For Baby From A to Z- The Best, Most Complete Baby Name Book. The title is long huh? Haha.

I got kinda curious and I was thinking of checking the existence of my name Nerine Nichelle.

Sea nymph? Isn't nymph is some sort of a dragonfly? Haha. But I am certainly NOT a nymphet. :/

Here I am. Being a forgetful sister again. First, Noel's birthday. Now, Selene's.

Eventhough she's a two year old kid, trust me, she is sooooo hyperactive and her favorite song is Barney! HAHA. Another one. Garh, I forgot what song is it but it is a BM song. Oh yeah, I remembered it now. It is Burung Kakak Tua. Hahahaha. You are soooo gonna laugh out loud if you see her singing. My granny taught her back in kampung. Dear Selene, I miss you. ;(

SELENE,

Yeah yeah. I guess a load of Malaysians know that we are gonna celebrate National Day very soon.

Today, most of us were super duper busy doing our jobs of decorating the class.

Thanks to our supportive teachers like Mr. Teo, Puan Junita and Cikgu Salbiah, we managed to get it all done IN TIME.

I was busy trying to make the MERDEKA lighting using the christmas deco light. But I gave up the the E and R alphabets don't look like an e and a r. I tooked it off from the grill and yeah.

Jaylfynna got a brilliant idea just now. Idea involving the christmas lights. It is like using the Malaysia flag and fold it into two. Then, we staplered the flag.It looks something like a tanglong. After that, Kher Ching put in the lights. She switched it on and we liked it a load. Thanks, Jaylf! At least, we can make good use of the christmas decorative lights. :)

Some people were busy drawing and painting logos on polystrene. People passing by our class went, you guys so semangat one, semangat na kitak orang. I smiled and answered, biasalah. Haha.

We got 2 boxes of the lights left. Cassie helped by adhere the lights on the wall and make it look alphabetical (?) . I mean, making the M-E-R-D-E-K-A alphabets. So yeah, after she done it, Shafiqa switched it on, it was like no-one-ever-did-this-in-their-class-before. Haha. Cikgu Junita smiled and we were clapping our hands cause we were happy that we managed to get the lighted-Merdeka done. Haha.

We were working our asses off to decorate our class. I think my class is full of flags. Haha. Garhh. We want the afternoon session to clean up the class since they didn't contribute much for the Merdeka thingy to the class. Clean clean. No rubbish here and there. Haha.

So yeah.

hey, i have 2 posts including this one having the numeral 3 in front.

Perhaps 3 is my lucky number after all. Wait, it IS my lucky number. :D

xoxo

I know I've said this SOOO many times but I just can't help it.

Anyway, I just wanna make another post. This post will include a video of my all-time favorite song sang by Kyle Patrick. ily, Kyle. :)




This song is serenading as well. :)

xoxo.

Tomorrow's school. I can't wait cause I get to meet my friends again! Haha.

I spent my holidays away from town. Yes, kampung or like what the orang putih say, upcountry. Not the one at Semeba but near Seratau. My dad's side. I feel like blogging in Bahasa Malaysia + Indonesia + English. Rojak- rojak lah.I feel gila- gila today, so if you don't wanna read my craziness further, it's up to you. ;)

Haha.

Well, let's see. When I was in upcountry, I took a goooood care of my two sisters. And did house chores. My granny said girls MUST know to do house chores bah. So, gue ngak mau jawab jawab sama dia jadi buat aja d'eh. I think i'm getting darker. Haha.

Selain itu, gue juga banyak buat masak- masak di dapur. There was once, my granny, grandpa and my sister went out to buy some groceries. I was left alone with my uncle. I got a kinda silly idea of making soup. A vegetable soup. Silly? You bet'cha. ;)

Okay. I'm not sure which sayur I used cause I hen-chang jak. Haha. Then I goreng- goreng it with sebiji telur. Fry, fry, fry and I poured a bowl of water. I didn't do much though. Just for my own taste whether I'm really good in cooking or not. Haha. Added bicin and garam like d'oh. Juga sedikit lada. I tasted it. It wasn't bad. Just okay. Haha.

What else did I do?

Played computer games, study.

My kampung do have a computer but no internet connection. :( If there is, I think I'll blog during my stay at kampung like everyday. Yet, my brother installed some games inside this computer. Me, like a kid, bodoh- bodoh main computer game jak. Haha. I miss playing DinnerDash.

I wish I can write more but I don't know how to say it. So, yeah. haha.

Gila, much? This is Nerine. She is not herself when she is not gila- gila in a day. :P

xoxo. :D :D

me sangat banyak banyak hyper and gila- gila juak.

It has been 3 days after I've posted my last post.

I didn't have any idea what is title so I thought that might as well I give this post the title 3 days after my last post . Haha.

I screwed up BM paper. I spent too much time on bahagian B cause I need to get ideas. As a result, I screwed up bahagian C and bahagian D. I really need a good time management for BM paper.

Anyway, exams are over. Well, only this term. I still have mock exams to go. After mock, PMR.
:/

When I was revising Geo last night, random tunes kept on playing in my mind. I grabbed my notebook and pen. I wrote songs. My own one. No one have it except me. Haha. Anyway, I think I'll post about it in another post alright? Hahaha. I was thinking of the tunes as well. I thought that maybe God gave me another gift. Who knows right? HAHA.

Hahaha. I laughed a LOAD in school.

Thanks to my funny , i-can-make-good-jokes friends, my cheeks was in pain. I laughed too much. Hahahahah. Yesterday, Ann made me laugh. I used my History book and covered my face cause I can't help it. Letitia said she heard me laugh that's why she looked at us. I was like , " okayy... Did I really laugh that loud?" Her seat is not that far. Her seat is two tables away from mine.


After recess, Gladie suddenly melatah. Instead of saying no manners, she said no minus. I was thinking no minus? Michelle said, " apa no minus, no manners lah!" Gladie went " aok bah. sik sengaja". I was laughing out loud. AGAIN. ggaarrrhhh.

Holidays are gonna start tomorrow. I thought that maybe I should spend there holidays time wisely like studying. -.-'' Haha. Trials is like on 15th September, so I think that I should be prepared and make some preparations. I have to be away from the Net for like a few days.

I'm starting to love The Script.

I love the song The Man Who Can't Be Moved and We Cry. I've just watch the video clip What About Now by Daughtry. I watched the video clip and I was like oh my gosh. People living in poverty, homeless people ... God, thank you! I'm truly lucky and grateful. :)

Wanna watch the video? What About Now If you tell me that you think that there is nothing so good about it, I think you're a heart-less person. No offence but yeah.

This video made me to step back and think that whenever something bad occurs to me, there's gonna be something which is way worser.

So, this is the update. I may make suprises by posting a new post sooonn. If I am bored. Haha. Till the next post ...



xoxo.
Nerine Nadine Nichelle Nathania Nicole Nicholette Nixie Nessie Neala Natalene. :)

garhh, i wish.

i wish i can leave my heart in the rain.

Then, I'll be leaving to someewhheeerreee...

Okay, you don't get it?

When I reached my class, Cassie shouted " Nerine! Praise the Lord!". I shouted " ALLELUIA!" haha. I know that everything is gonna be fine and okay when I wake up this morning.

So I went to my seat and put my school bag and stuffs. I went to Cassie's place straight away. Steph, Natalie and the rest of them asked me about my experience. So, I tell them lah. Oh yeah, I've missed one detail the ' i won't forget this day too ' post.

When they laid me on the floor, I saw another brightness. I saw myself in a beautiful white dress. Like seriously, the most beautiful dress I've ever seen. A crown was on top of my head. I sat on a very beautiful and comfortable chair. It's like as if the chair was my throne. I found myself in a place where I can find happiness. So, I just assume that I was in heaven.

And again, Cassie was ' Praise the Lord!' We were ' Alleluia!'.

During morning prayer, we hold each other's hands. We closed our eyes and really really prayed you know.

Then, during KH lessons, Sara told me about her experience.

She also asked me what happened to me until there are 4 to 5 people prayed over me. I answered, God wants them to prayed over me.

During Moral also, we were singing the One Way Jesus song. Jaylf jumped around and I was like singing out loud. Well, everyone was singing out loud except for those who don't know the song. Haha. :)


Mylia said I'm quiet today. I smiled and laughed.

I just felt great today at school.

I can sense that everyone changed after the seminar. Change for the better. :)


I love this!

I just hope that my parents see changes in me.


xoxo.

I went for LSS again today.

I felt great and awesome! Cause everyone was being nice to each other. Haha.

Today was dabomb! I was crazy with my friends during songs and praises.

Something changed. I was more energetic than yesterday. Thank God! Haha.

There was a song that I really like. It's You're My Melody. Composed by a guy named Isaac i think. HAHA. Soo jiwang... I like! HAHA. His voice was nice too. HAHA.

Anyway, I filled this day with joy and happiness.

I felt sad and emptiness no more. I forgave everyone.

You know the girl that I've said who wasn't cool with me?

We eventually got along together. Thank God she realised her mistakes. I'm happy for her anyway. HAHA.

Anyway, I wanna tell you this part.

Okay, this was the time where we have to make a circle. I forgotten what it is called cause I can't listen clearly. What I noticed that people prayed over the students and the students received the Holy Spirit.

Gladie and Theresa said I was the last person to be prayed over. I'm not sure but whatever. When they prayed over me, I prayed really hard in my heart and wasn't aware that I was tongue- speaking. When I closed my eyes, I didn't see any darkness but I see bright lights instead. I wasn't sure what it is but I didn't care much. As long as the Holy Spirit was sent to me, I'm grateful enough. :)

Many people cried though. To my surprise, I didn't. HAHA. I felt like crying before I get in the circle but I didn't. Haha. I felt happy.

I heard around 3 or 4 people around me prayed for me. So eventually, after they prayed over me, I fall back but I didn't faint or passed out. My leg were weak and its like my legs were lost their screws you know.

It took around 2 minutes for me to get up. I can't walk yet. So I kinda like moved around using my two palms and pushed myself behind while sitting.

When we went downstairs, I talked lah as usual. HAHA. Then I felt something wasn't right. Physically. So I went to Natasha and asked. She said my voice was deeper and mature. I was like oh-okay look. So, I asked Cikgu Julie Liew and she said there's nothing wrong with it. HAha. I was glad though.



We were rocking the auditorium with the song " One Way Jesus". Me and my friends were so enthusiastic and we jumped around, clapped our hands and yeah, rocking the auditorium. Haha.

Some guys and girls stand on the chair and sing OUT LOUD.

So, that's all I think. Ask me if you wanna know more. HAHAHAHA. I felt much more better after attending this seminar. :)

xoxo.

I went for LSS just now.

I've gotta tell you that after I attended it, I felt much better and free. Free as in forgiving everyone who have hurt you and cause pain to you ya know and forget about it. I forgive people cause I want God to forgive me. I want to be with Him in His kingdom in Heaven.

Yesterday, I was thinking about the Inner Healing session.

I was kinda scared at first you know. I mean, I'm scared that I might burst into a bucket of tears or something. I was so clueless and I actually found my mistake. I didn't pray to God and asked Him to tell me what to do during Inner Healing session. See, I do forget about God sometimes. And really, I felt very bad. Cause its like I don't put God as my first priority in my life. But I know that God will ALWAYS be there for me and He loves me unconditionally. Can you imagine how GREAT is his love? Think about it.

This is the discussion part.

We were given two questions. We have to give our own opinions as the answers of the questions.
The first one was " After listening to all the talks, how do I feel now as a Christian?"

I didn't much of the answer. So when it was my turn, I answered spontaneously, " I felt very lucky to be a Christian. I get to be more appreciative of what is happening around me." Does it make sense by the way?

The second was " Who is Jesus now in my life?"

I answered, " My best friend forever". I know I always say that I don't have any best friends but only close friends. Well, Jesus is my best friend. I can't deny it. :)

The Sunday School teacher told us a story about her daughter.

There was one part of the story that touches my heart and I cried. Not cry but just tears rolling down my cheeks. I don't exactly remember which part was it.

Then, it was the time to do Confession.

While I was waiting for my turn, I recall those times when I did wrong. I cried again. Then, I quickly prayed to God. Angela, who was next to me was like, " Nerine, kenapa awak nangis? Tissue tissue". I waved my hand to make a I-dont-want-tissue body sign. I turned to her again and said, " Untungnya ada mak kedak nya". " Auklah", she replied.

I did my Confession. Tell the priest what are the sins that I did and ask God for forgiveness for the sins I did and the sins that I've forgotten. My voice was kinda like "tersekat- sekat" cause I couldn't hold my tears. And yeah. Thank God no tear rolled down my cheeks during Confession.
But I remembered something that the priest told me. It was " forgive your friends and forget what they have don't to you. Maybe you can't forget it straight away but slowly, you will start to forget about it. Remember, God wants you to forgive and He will forgive if you forgive people who are against you."

I felt much better. I went around the auditorium and looked for my friends, thinking of saying sorry sincerely and come clean you know. We hugged each other, say sorry and everything. No hatred. No revenge.

And I realised that some part of me was free. I don't hate my friends as much as I did in the past. I just forgive them. I knew by then, that I was scared of the Inner Healing session no more.I was prepared and ready cause God was there with me.

Inner Healing session is what I say ... unique. Maybe not unique but it indescribable. It was a beautiful session where you communicate with God, tell Him how you feel and pray to Him.

I've experienced His love. How?

When I told Him how I felt about my life, I felt something was on my arms. I looked at my arms and I smiled cause He was here with me! I closed my eyes knowing that He is listening to me. Then, tears rolling down my face again.

Cause the lights in the auditorium was completely switched off, I felt a part of me was joy, happy. So, I smiled to myself and I can sensed that God is smiling too.

It was the tears of happiness that rolled down my cheeks.

I was very much determined that I WANT to be a better person and NO ONE can stop me from being one. I can be a better person with His help.

I was on my way back home. I recalled back what happened today. I felt something like maybe this is the best day in my life. I get to know God closer and closer.I've got a wake up call.

Tonight, I'm gonna sleep soundly and safely.


and why I won't forget this day?

xoxo.

If you have a choice to do anything now, what will that be?
*Travel somewhere in this world.

If you have a choice to hang out with 2 guys and 2 girls right now...who will that be?
*Guys- Kyle Patrick and Joey Zehr! haha.
Girls- Theresa T. and Jaylfynna

Who do you talk the most with in class everyday?
*Mylia? i think.

Where do you wish to go now?
*Rome

What's your wish for now?
*My wishes to come true.

Who's your best buddy?*state guys and girls*
*Jesus is my best buddy! :D

Which subject do you hate the most, and why?
*Mathematic cause I sat the most behind seat in class and I don't pay much attention to him.

Which teacher do you think hates you the most?
*I got no idea.

I tag...
1.Natalie
2.Christine
3.Martha
4.Nozieha

I don't get it. I thought we're friends you know.

Apparently, you hate one of us.

You have to hate us too??

Gosh, and there's one thing that I notice whenever we see each other.

You always say,

I've tried to be nice to you and talked to you but you still stick to your problematic behaviour.

But whatever it is, I'll forgive you. I just hope that maybe you change a and just be cool with us you know.


But if you still continue to hate us, that's your problem not ours.