bye sept, hello oct! :D

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Tomorrow's the 1st October! Yay! NOT.
So, exams were supposed to be on the 9th which is next Friday.
And it was rumoured that the exams will start on the 8th which is next Thursday.
But then, it is confirmed that exams will start on next WEDNESDAY. :(

I was referring through the exams timetable and my birthday falls on one of the dates.
And guess what, it's Sejarah! :(

I was being content being 16 and all but... things turned out to be like this.
Gosh, I don't even know what I'm typing about.
Update more after the exams, lovelies. :) x

life partner. HAHAHAH.

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When I was a little girl, I believed that once I found the man I loved I would be happy, forever.

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I had a great day with Andrew and Grace today!
Saw familiar faces everywhere in Spring.
We watched G-Force and went for lunch at the food court.
And just had a stroll in the mall. :)
Haha. I miss our talking. xxx

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Again, titleless.
I don't know what to put up as the title for this post. The contents of the post matters right? Hahah.
I think I know why I do not know you anymore. You turning like that person. You changed because of that person.
well, you know what. Whatever, cause you are not you that I know anymore. :)

I wonder what is up with people nowadays stealing vehicles? Can't they get a job or something so they can earn money? Instead of giving troubles to people's life? Even big vehicles like rusa also they can steal? You thiefs should get some life man. Please la. Oh btw, my dad found his old motorcycle already! Basically it wasn't my dad. It was the cops so yeah. We thought the motorcycle was still in good condition but when we got to see it, it was like ... fugly. That damn guy modified the motorcycle and kinda spoilt the key slots. He even changed the plate number to this alphabets which is very crappy. Like wtf? I feel sorry for you guys cause you're not even making your life better by stealing. You're making it worser. Gosh.

This world ... is sick. :(
Sorry for saying things like this but I'm in not much mood atm.

HELLO!

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Hey hey!
This blog is not dead ... yet. Haha.
Anyway, I know it's very late for me to wish this but heck, HAPPY EID ! : )
There are things that I am looking forward to;
- Dinner with the choral speakers of 2009 a.k.a super girls, wonder women and iron ladies this Sunday. ;)
- Performing again! :D Oh boy, I miss choral speaking a lot.
- Holidays to end. Can't wait to see my friends again! :D
- Finals. :/
- Meeting my grandpa. I miss him eventhough he is gone for Miri for a few days. Bai, okuk jobong mu-u. Parik laju! Haha.
- Movie Day with my friends at MBO! Oh speaking of that , I haven't ask my parents about it yet. Hmm.

Tishudoot. September 2009 is gonna depart soon.
And my Form 4 is gonna end soon too.
And there's Form 5 and SPM who are waiting for us ... just in a few next months.

Heh. Apa dingerepak ku tok? Birthday pun belum. -.-

I better concentrate on my studies now. Ciao! :)



lotsaLOVEfromme,
Nerine Nichelle xxxxx



will you call me again?

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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye


PS. I watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian lately. I don't know how it happen but tears were flowing down my cheeks after the part where Edmund, Peter , Lucy and Susan had to leave Narnia. And Prince Caspian wished that he had more time with Susan. Gosh. That was ... touching. I love this movie! ;)

60 minutes to midnight

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Hey Hey!
It's Friday night. :) Came back from Youth Gathering. It was AWESOME. :)
Btw, just ignore the last post before this post. It was just some crappy post. Ahaha.
Hmm Hmm ...

You know when there is just a perfect time when you're alone.
Probably in your bedroom when you're still awake and you really sleep or waiting for your parents when you don't really have anyone to talk to.
You suddenly recall back to your childhood time.
The memories that you had with your childhood friends. The time that you do not really have to worry much.
I miss my childhood friends. I miss playing with them. I just miss ... everything.

You know what's the interesting part?
As we grow up, we tend to drift away from each other. We pretend like we do not each other. Like people say, lawa. Haha. Don't you feel weird? I mean, back in years ago, you were really close to that person or maybe you can consider him or her your very close/best friend. Then, all you do is just walking pass them and didn't say a word.

Well, I think that humans change. You cannot really blame that person. Maybe it is you yourself should like start a conversation first. Or him/ her. I don't know. Both will do. Haha. But if kenak bskl , maybe you should not have talk to him or her in the first place. Otherwise, i don't know. Haha.

I have to push myself to fast on using foul language starting tomorrow for 3 days. If I can make it, then I'll extend it a week and so forth. I know I can. I really need to kick off that habit. :/

So, that's all people! :)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx




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How could you be one?
Haha.Or is it I, being one?
I don't think so. Haha.

Anyway, ignore that. :)

I have been listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls.
The ode is so sweet and cute. It's like he remembers everything about her ... what she wore .. what she said ...
Okay, I do not wanna say any further. It will get me into a kind of madness of Jiwang songs. Jiwang tahap cipan or common one, Jiwang Karat. Hahaha.
But hey, two is better than one. ;)

Sometimes, I feel like I am being blind all these while. Like, as if, something is there already ... really there in front of your eyes. It was like me.. being a stubborn person .. very stubborn.. and was very scared to grab it ... cause if I did, I was scared that I have made the wrong decision.. and if I have, I did think that there is a way back to like redeem it or something.
Face it, I was just being me, myself. I do not wanna be anyone else other than me. Cause there is only me, the only Nerine Nichelle Frazier that ever existed in this planet. No one has my name, I think. Haha.
I'm gonna just walk on and be content. Just for once, not giving a damn about problems. I know that sounds impossible, but why not?

If only I can be the one who can look straight in your eyes. xxx




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