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parachute

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I'm staring at the mess I made.

Seriously, you are the exact distraction I've been wanting to avoid all these while.

Why did you ever have to be one?

sleepless night

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It's half an hour to midnight, saying hello to 21st of January 2012. Twisting of digits, I must say.

I'm yawning.. and I still can't sleep.

Attitude.

Why did we have to be ignorant and awkward with each other?

hello 2012!

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It's been a while. Wait, not really a while but months, probably years. I don't know. Screw my math.

Anyway, I hope I ain't too late to wish you a very happy new year 2012! Yeah, it's almost mid January. But who cares. Hahahah.

This blog of mine really has been hiatus for a very long time. I wonder who would even bother to read it. Probably they are thinking that I've been dead, but the fact is, I got a life to live. So get ready for updates.. NOW.

Like I said, I'm stuck in a matriculation college on an island. Yes, an island. Not Borneo Island though. Just a small island located near Sabah. My life has been pretty interesting lately. I have no regrets.

To be really frank, never in my life before this, I thought that I would be furthering my studies in matriculation. I have my own plans but my dad used to insist that I would go for Form 6. I thought of admitting into UiTM or SPA because SPA has offered me my dream job, which is to be a medical laboratory technologist. However, I gotta go through the interview first. So I did went for the interview but I have flunked it. It was all due to the fact that I cannot, mind the word, CANNOT, speak BAHASA MALAYSIA/ BAHASA MELAYU properly. I answered them in English instead. Such a bad, bad mistake. -.-

After thinking about all of these, maybe there's a reason why God didn't give me what i want. He gives me what I need instead. So if, I got the separa perubatan programme thingy at KSKB, I would missed all the fun that I need. If I knew how fun it is to be here, I would regret. Well, what I meant was fun studying, meeting new people, experiencing life that you thought you never would. I strongly believe that God definitely has the best plans, well prepared just for me. :)

I guess I've grown stronger ever since I'm here. I am able to be independent and I have proved to my family that I'm okay wherever I am, as long as I have a very strong trust in God. I always remind myself that I am not weak. The word ' giving up' does not exist in my dictionary.

I cannot deny the fact that I do miss home though. But home is far, far away from my sight. It's always stuck in my heart. AHAHAHA stuck . I cannot wait to get out from this place. I miss all the food that my mommy, my granny cooked. Especially my mommy's vegetable dishes. No one can beat her cooking skills ;)

I miss getting up every Sunday, being in kampung. Having my granny to knock my door telling me that it's time to wake up. I kept of saying that I need another 5 minutes of nap. yes, nap. Not sleep. And that 5 minutes will turn to 15 minutes. The next thing that usually happen is that my two little naughty sisters will get on my bed and screamed at my ears saying, ' NICHELLE, MOKAT MAI!' .

which means, nichelle, wake up in Bidayuh.

I miss my friends in Kuching. Everyone is getting busy and busier these days. Well, it's normal.

I miss all those good times we had. Laughing like it's nobody's business in class. Just being ourselves and not giving a damn what others think. Because we know, our laughter is contagious and infectious. ;) Kidding!

I miss attending First Friday mass service every first friday of the month back in school. I miss those practices that we had. Bring To This Table is the hymn that I would usually sing solo with the music band, having good friends as singers to harmonise the song with me. I still remember vividly, every first Thursday of the month, we'll be having practises at church. I would staying back and my mom is so kind enough to wait for me at church and send me food to eat for lunch.The church is just right next to my school, the usual waiting place after school.

So, my updates are boring? If you do not think so, then tune in for the next one. ;)

Love, Nichelle. xo

dear you

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I'm currently awake at 12.30 in the morning. I can't sleep.

You know, I love music a lot.

I like singing, even though i cant sing that well, hehehe.

I really wish that I can play guitar or piano.

Sometimes, I express my feelings through songs, writings.

When it comes to songs, I only listen to songs that mean a lot to me, in terms of lyrics.

Something that I can relate.

So now that I'm living in a boarding college, I learnt how to be independent. Like really independent.

Your family members are far away at home, and I'm here, stuck in an island to study in a matriculation college.

It's okay, it's just one year and I will say hello to university!

the next year after last year

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Yeah yeah. My blog is kinda expired already since the last post that I typed was last year. In January. Hahaha. So, I'm gonna update you, the reader, about what happened from last year's February till now. Just a brief one. Hahaha.

So, I was sitting for the high school's final exam which was SPM. I got the results and here I am in Labuan Matriculation College. I thank God that I have a place where I can further my studies. Hahaha :)

Okay, what really makes me nervous right now is the results for the Mid- Semester Exams.
I did study and I tried my best. But there was one problem.
TIME!

yes, i didn't have enough time to complete all the questions. Only 1 hour. Can you believe it. Well of course you can if you're NOT the one who is sitting for it.

Right now, I really miss home.
I miss home-cooked food.
I want home.
I miss my family.
Papa, Mummy, Simbuk, Babai, Uncle Jude, Noel, Dania and Selene.
My close friends!

I cannot wait to say hello to Kuching!

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