dear you

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I'm currently awake at 12.30 in the morning. I can't sleep.

You know, I love music a lot.
I like singing, even though i cant sing that well, hehehe.
I really wish that I can play guitar or piano.
Sometimes, I express my feelings through songs, writings.
When it comes to songs, I only listen to songs that mean a lot to me, in terms of lyrics.
Something that I can relate.

So now that I'm living in a boarding college, I learnt how to be independent. Like really independent.
Your family members are far away at home, and I'm here, stuck in an island to study in a matriculation college.
It's okay, it's just one year and I will say hello to university!

xo

the next year after last year

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Yeah yeah. My blog is kinda expired already since the last post that I typed was last year. In January. Hahaha. So, I'm gonna update you, the reader, about what happened from last year's February till now. Just a brief one. Hahaha.

So, I was sitting for the high school's final exam which was SPM. I got the results and here I am in Labuan Matriculation College. I thank God that I have a place where I can further my studies. Hahaha :)

Okay, what really makes me nervous right now is the results for the Mid- Semester Exams.
I did study and I tried my best. But there was one problem.
TIME!

yes, i didn't have enough time to complete all the questions. Only 1 hour. Can you believe it. Well of course you can if you're NOT the one who is sitting for it.

Right now, I really miss home.
I miss home-cooked food.
I want home.
I miss my family.
Papa, Mummy, Simbuk, Babai, Uncle Jude, Noel, Dania and Selene.
My close friends!




I cannot wait to say hello to Kuching!

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aint dead yet

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hi! I'm still alive and i'll find the right time to update this blog. :) xx

hello in advance to 2010!

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Goodbye in advance 2009.
I'm gonna miss you a lot. ;( xxxxxxxxx

2010's resolutions

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2009, even though I ain't ready to bid my farewell to you, I still gotta do it.
And after I did it, I'm gonna stay true to my 2010's resolutions.
So, here are my 2010's resolutions;

  • Be a better person.
  • Don't use too much foul words.
  • Battle up with my addiction of going online too much.
  • Start reading and revising.
  • Start to save more financially.
  • Stay healthy. Exercise.
  • No malas malas business.
  • Be more alert and observant. ( that's what mom and papa told me. -.- )
  • Make every moment in school a good one cause it's my last year.
and more I can't recall.
So dear readers ( yes, you who is reading this now! )

Happy New Year 2010! :) :)

Let's hope that 2010 is a great year for us. :)

ps. To those people who has been out and in my life in 2009, thank for a part of my 2009 and I'll never forget you guys. Ily! :D xxx


i'm not ready.

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2009, I'm not ready to bid you farewell yet. :(

to where you are. <3

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Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I ♥ you, Josh Groban. : )

the year 2009.

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In 2009, I learnt that it is not always about me but it is also about others cause I am not the only one who is living in this world. Like Nat Ha said, the world does not revolve around one person. I learnt that I should not be self-centered but also to give priority to the others before myself. I learnt about how to organize things and events. I learnt about teamwork. I learnt about friendship. I learnt how to get along with people. I learnt that people are not what the seemed to be. I learnt that nothing is easy and you yourself gotta find a way to make things easier for you and others. I learnt that I make mistakes a lot and I should learn from it.I learnt that I should not abandon my studies even when I am really busy with school activities and how to juggle when you work and when you play. There's a lot that I have learnt. I don't think that this list is gonna end. So, ask me what I learnt and I'll answer. :)

St. Teresa's Choral Speaking Team 2009 is .. wow. I'm gonna miss all the good times that we had together. The practices, our nervous moments, and not to forget, MALACCA! :D
And others. :)

ps. I learnt that I should not fall for someone who is not ready and not there to catch me when I fall. :)

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