This is gonna be my 100th post on this blog.
It's confirmed. I'm not going to watch the movie. :(
Gosh.
I wanna go out for crying out loud!
I don't mind going out with family or friends.
But it feels like I'm in a prison or something. -.-'
I had a dream last night.
I dreamt that I only get an A and an E and the rest are all Bs for PMR. When I woke up this morning, I was all like ' what the fuck?' Gosh. I remember in that dream, I cried like mad and my eyes were swollen. I HOPE it's not true cause I've worked my asses off to get good grades for PMR.
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I really wanna watch Twilight. Syaeeza and Grace did invite me to go to the movies to watch it. Too bad, my old man said a No. Yeah lah, what can I do? Before I went to persuade him again, he said he means it. Its like a serious red light. Urgh ... kinda hard being the eldest ey? Guess I'm gonna stuck at home, doing house chores and baby-sit. :( :(
Gosh.
I wanna watch TWILIGHT sooooo badly!!!!
:(
Dear God, please do change papa's mind when I'm gonna ask him again. Amen.
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1. What's your most favourite colour?
♥I have favourite colours. They are pink, blue ... basically all colours except for dark colours.
2. Who is the most important to you?
♥ God.
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
♥ Hm... I don't know.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
♥ I guess so
5. How many babies you want?
♥ Haha. I have not plan about it.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
♥ yyeeaahh.
7. What is your goal for this year?
♥ Hmm...?
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
♥ haha sik tauk
9. Do you think that the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping?
♥ martha kidnap people eh? haha. i don't think so
10. What are you really afraid of?
♥ depends
11. What is your bad habit?
♥ ask.
12. Do u have a secret crush?
♥ urm ... yeah?
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
♥ of cosh! :D
14. What does flying means to you?
♥ terbang lah
15. In your phonebook (for your mobile phone) how many contacts in there are those of whom you REALLY know?
i dont really bother
16. Are you single/relationship?
♥single?
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
martha
1) friendly
2) nice
3) bubble
4) laughs a lot
5) ?
18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
♥hmm ...
19. What is your little wish? (as in little stuff like dying your hair orange and stuff)
♥having flawless skin. im still waiting for miracles from God.
20. Who's the best person in ur life?
♥person? people lah. Haha. those who cheer up my days! :D
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
I TAG
sabrina
christine
syaeeza
audrey
anyone-who-wanna-do-this-tag
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There's something about this picture that I love. It has my fave colours. Green and blue baby! Baby blue. Hehe.
I need to calm myself.
Why?
My sister is driving me nuts.
She's really good in messing up the house.
But what to do lah...
I have to take care of her,
Since mom said, I have nothing to do during the holidays.
Does not she know that I have meetings to attend? And camp as well?
Maybe she forgot about it.
Oh well...
Thank God that I am not that hot-tempered
If not, my sister will have bruises everywhere on her hands
Hehe. Just kidding.
So, yeah.
My kerja during the holidays is
baby-sitting. :(
Currently: She's climbing the chairs.
Tell me, sik cukup pening kah?
xxx
Why?
My sister is driving me nuts.
She's really good in messing up the house.
But what to do lah...
I have to take care of her,
Since mom said, I have nothing to do during the holidays.
Does not she know that I have meetings to attend? And camp as well?
Maybe she forgot about it.
Oh well...
Thank God that I am not that hot-tempered
If not, my sister will have bruises everywhere on her hands
Hehe. Just kidding.
So, yeah.
My kerja during the holidays is
baby-sitting. :(
Currently: She's climbing the chairs.
Tell me, sik cukup pening kah?
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I have spend my days on the 17th till 19th November 2008 at Lundu. To be more specific, Kampung Selampit.
17th November 2008 :
The participants gathered at St. Joseph's Parish Gallery. So, from there we left for Lundu around 8 am. It took us for about an hour to reach there. On our way there, you can see green grasses at the roadside. Especially when it's getting nearer and nearer to the kampung. ' Jayllfff! it's soo greeen outside. You better see this.' Jaylf nangga luar lah and she was like 'waaahhh!' Hahaha. Seriously, it was reallllyy green. I love green. Haha. So we reached at the kampung, we put our bags and stuffs in the open hall. Then made some arrangements in the chapel like shifting the benches outside. Then, put mats inside or what people there call it tikar or kasah. And yeah. We were doing our ice breaking session and we were supposed to write our nickname in a piece of paper. Oh, before that, my group name is Cococrunch. Haha. Laugh all you want cause i am in group C. so, it should make sense right? :) Then, yeah lah. I put my nickname Nichelle in the paper. They gave us a piece of paper. I have to look for the person in the piece of paper. So, yeah. I looked for that girl who is eventually my cousin's close friend and the guy who found me is a guy from Teknik Matang. So yeah lah. Get to know more people.Then we had our lunch, then praise and worship. After that, we had our dinner. Tell you, the ladies guild there cooked goooooodd and nyaman food. OMG. Haha. Then, we had to go to our foster families' house. For the girls onlylah. The guys slept at the open hall and the chapel. So basically we did Taize prayer. It originates from a place named Taize in France. It is something like a healing session. Haha. Okay. We had our supper then we went back to our foster families' houses. My foster dad is soo kind. We call him Daddy. Haha. Then we talked among ourselves with the wife and his daughter and yeah. Went to bed.
18th November 2008 :
18th November 2008 :
Woke up early around 5.30 am. Had breakfast at the house and at the chapel. Haha. Okay, then we had praise and worship. I can't really recall during the day though. OMG. Sorry, God! But I remember during night time. Haha. Okay. I'm gonna type about it now. Okay. So, before dinner, we went back to the house to get bath and everything. We act like as if we are pelarian cause we were using a 4wheeldrive vehicle. So, my housemates and I stand and sit behind. On the boot. Haha. Then some of us rasa Titanic. HAHAHAHAHA. yeah lah. Get bath and dressed and everything. Then, we went back to the chapel. I had to prepare dinner like scooping some lauk for them. And yeah. Sidak mak cik mak cik lelah masak bah. Hahah. Then yeah lah. Man, I miss the umbung lah. I mean, the bamboo shoot. Pass Pass. Hehe. Then we performed. Our last night bah. We praised and worshiped. We had SOOOOO much fun. Like we did choo choo train in the chapel. Hehe. It was fucking fun. Ignore my language but I don't think words can describe it. :) Me love it. Then yeah lah. Had our supper. Then went back to the house. Our 'daddy' had a talk with us since it's gonna be our last night at the kampung. So sedih lah. :( yeah, he gave us advices. Useful ones. Haha. Then some of them polah mini party. But I didn't cause I went to bed earlier. Tired bah. Had a VERRYYY nice dream that night. :P :P
19th November 2008 :
Woke up around 6.30 am. Hehe. Took our bath and had our breakfast. We ate cococrunch. hahahaha. I don't eat my group but the cereal. LOL. Then, yeah lah. Hmm. Went to the chapel and had our breakfast there. After a while, we did 'see,judge and act'. We did action like cleaning the chapel. Then yeaahh. Hehe. LOL. I have more to type but I don't know how to type it out. Haha. For those who are YCS members but didn't join this camp, rugi kitak orang!! Hahaha.
I love this camp and if possible I wannnnnaa staayy a lil' longer. yeah, Jesus you rock! :)
Angeline! If you're reading this, kerinduan sudah bermula. :( :( :(
And I misssss everyone and every moment of the camp! :) :)
God bless you people!
love,
xxx nichelle.
p/s- i'm gonna treasure those moments! :)
Angeline! If you're reading this, kerinduan sudah bermula. :( :( :(
And I misssss everyone and every moment of the camp! :) :)
God bless you people!
love,
xxx nichelle.
p/s- i'm gonna treasure those moments! :)
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St. Teresa's Leadership Camp for the Form3s had just ended just now. Over all, I think it was fun and worthy. I mean, I get to know a lot of new stuffs like leadership skills, marching steps and more. Haha. The food was nice also. Hehe. Like Mon said, perlahan jalan is so cute. LOL.
I have to attend another camp tomorrow.
Joseph Cardijn's Day Camp baby! YCS one at Lundu. I have the feeling that it's gonna be fun. Yeah. It will be fun. I'll pray that it will be fun. LOL.
Gosh, speaking of that. I actually haven't pack my stuffs. Got lah a bit but not so much. Just my clothes and .... yeah. Haha. Have to get up early again to pack up. :3
I have find myself like really busy and guess what? My mom was like okay jak with me going out a load. For school stuffs only lah. If going out to the movies or something, i'll be VERY lucky to have the green light cause most of the time, its always the red light. HMM.
Okay. Gotta watch Kyle XY now. So, see ya! :)
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Okay.
From now on, I MUST try to make myself happy. I must not be sad and gloomy all the time. Yes, I have to be happy. I will remember God 24/7. I need to make myself happy. Or at least, not sad. I need chocolates or candies when I'm sad. Arghh. What the hell is wrong with me? Damn. Sorry, God!
So, everyone, I'm trying on a bright side. I don't wanna think negatively and I guess I just wanna FORGET every bad things happened to me in the past. I can't take it anymore. Hence, I just think all those good times and God! Amen.
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So I went to school this morning for Telematch briefing and stuffs. Then, I saw my gang on one table and they were like , " apa kes kau pake baju biasa?". And there was one thing that I noticed when I hanged out with them. There's this girl. I don't know whether she's my friend or something but she doesn't want to talk to me annnddd she was looking for trouble with my gang. She was kinda close to us before she kena' kantoi. She's a VERY good liar. Apparently, she told us that she broke up with her boyfriend but hello? Sik tanya pun. Then she tried to menyampuk when we were talking. Its like all of a sudden she came to my gang when all this while she always hang around with other people. Kenak? Sikda kawan gik kah? Ya lah. Pembulak.
Another case:
We were at church for a while. Then, there's an old lady who dressed selekeh and she was asking us for money cause she doesn't have money to go back to her place in Stampin. Its kinda weird cause when I look at her, she was smoking and she quickly said the cigarette was given by someone. She said she susah hati or something. Hmm... So yeah. My friend gave her RM2 and she was asking for another RM1 cause the fee will cost her RM3. My friend gave her another RM1. Then, she thanked us and said Jesus will give us 'heng heng'. I have no idea what does it mean and me and my friends were like auk auk jak lah. Maybe she said the cigarette was given by someone else on purpose so that we pity her or something. Still, it doesn't make sense. Who would give a cigarette?