My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.

St. Teresa's Leadership Camp for the Form3s had just ended just now. Over all, I think it was fun and worthy. I mean, I get to know a lot of new stuffs like leadership skills, marching steps and more. Haha. The food was nice also. Hehe. Like Mon said, perlahan jalan is so cute. LOL.

I have to attend another camp tomorrow.

Joseph Cardijn's Day Camp baby! YCS one at Lundu. I have the feeling that it's gonna be fun. Yeah. It will be fun. I'll pray that it will be fun. LOL.

Gosh, speaking of that. I actually haven't pack my stuffs. Got lah a bit but not so much. Just my clothes and .... yeah. Haha. Have to get up early again to pack up. :3

I have find myself like really busy and guess what? My mom was like okay jak with me going out a load. For school stuffs only lah. If going out to the movies or something, i'll be VERY lucky to have the green light cause most of the time, its always the red light. HMM.

Okay. Gotta watch Kyle XY now. So, see ya! :)


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Okay.
From now on, I MUST try to make myself happy. I must not be sad and gloomy all the time. Yes, I have to be happy. I will remember God 24/7. I need to make myself happy. Or at least, not sad. I need chocolates or candies when I'm sad. Arghh. What the hell is wrong with me? Damn. Sorry, God!
So, everyone, I'm trying on a bright side. I don't wanna think negatively and I guess I just wanna FORGET every bad things happened to me in the past. I can't take it anymore. Hence, I just think all those good times and God! Amen.

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So I went to school this morning for Telematch briefing and stuffs. Then, I saw my gang on one table and they were like , " apa kes kau pake baju biasa?". And there was one thing that I noticed when I hanged out with them. There's this girl. I don't know whether she's my friend or something but she doesn't want to talk to me annnddd she was looking for trouble with my gang. She was kinda close to us before she kena' kantoi. She's a VERY good liar. Apparently, she told us that she broke up with her boyfriend but hello? Sik tanya pun. Then she tried to menyampuk when we were talking. Its like all of a sudden she came to my gang when all this while she always hang around with other people. Kenak? Sikda kawan gik kah? Ya lah. Pembulak.

Another case:

We were at church for a while. Then, there's an old lady who dressed selekeh and she was asking us for money cause she doesn't have money to go back to her place in Stampin. Its kinda weird cause when I look at her, she was smoking and she quickly said the cigarette was given by someone. She said she susah hati or something. Hmm... So yeah. My friend gave her RM2 and she was asking for another RM1 cause the fee will cost her RM3. My friend gave her another RM1. Then, she thanked us and said Jesus will give us 'heng heng'. I have no idea what does it mean and me and my friends were like auk auk jak lah. Maybe she said the cigarette was given by someone else on purpose so that we pity her or something. Still, it doesn't make sense. Who would give a cigarette?

I didn't go to school today. How fun! ;) -.-'
I have my own plans during theses holidays.
Plans? Hmm...

• Go for camps
• Do house chores. -.-'' ( mom says she has to train me so that i can be independent in the future) See? That's why my palms are soft no more. :(
• Be more creative in writing? Haha. Oh and btw, I wrote this new song of my own. But I don't wanna post it cause some people will might just get it and say that it is originally theirs.
  
• Try not to go online so often. Mommy said so cause she's afraid that I'm addicted to it. :3
• RCYU#3's Telematch! I can't wait. Haha.
  

I'm bored right now. :(
I have to get myself to do house chores after I have surfed the Net.

So, after PMR, the school has post-pmr programme for us or in BM, Program Pasca PMR. I didn't enjoy it much though. I mean, there are times I enjoyed it and there are times when I don't. On the second last day of programme, we had a visit to Chesire's Home. Most people who resides there are handicapped, or mentally handicapped. ( My granny said don't use the word retarded in front of handicapped people cause it is just so rude.) So yeah. We did all those charity work and interact with some of the residents there. Wait, I think I post about it before? Hmm. Oh well. Haha.

There will be a telematch held this saturday organised by RCYU#3. Gotta go for the briefing this Friday.

Oh oh!

I've watched 90210 last night. -.-' Haha!
It seems that Annie Wilson is such a nice girl. Naomi is a nice girl as well but a spoilt brat. Dixon is actually Annie's adopted elder brother. And Ethan is Naomi's boyfriend and Annie's ex-boyfriend. Ethan is cheating on Naomi. Hmm. I can't wait for the next episode.
I watched Grey's Anatomy last night as well. George finally told Callie. The really old guy is dead ( guess that he has his wish already huh?) Lexie told Dr. Bailey bout Meredith hating her( Lexie).

Okay. I have more things to write about but I have to get my house chores done. I can't afford to hear my mom and my granny saying that I am a lazy brat at home. Gotta get the house suppperr duppeerrr clean!

I'll leave this post with a song.

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

I've read the book Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging and I love it! The story is kinda different from the movie though. Just slight changes. Arrrhhh Robbie Jennings/Aaron Johnson is <3.

Today, as a part of the Post-PMR Programme, we had a visit to Chesire Home.

We had fun at that place. We talked to the handicapped people, doing those voluntary work and more. And, DON'T EVER MAKE FUN OF THEM!

why?
Cause they are able to do things that you may not capable of.

So, be grateful! :)

I love the swimming pool there cause the water seems to be sooooo clear.

What else?

Hmm...

I have a few camps to attend during the holidays. :D

Hey, at least I can get away from my home right?

I don't wanna stuck at home, doing house chores 24 hours. My palms are soft no more. :( Haha.

till the next one.


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Take my hand,
Take a breath,
Pull me close,
Take one step,
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me
(Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
You'll keep dancing
(To keep dancing)
Where ever we go next.

It's like catching lightening,
The chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million,
The chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together,
We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance)
Can I Have this dance?

Take my hand,
I'll take the lead,
And every turn will be safe with me,
Don't be afraid - afraid to fall,
You know I'll catch you through it all.

And you can't keep us apart
(Even a thousand miles can't keep us apart)
Cos my heart is where ever you are.

It's like catching lightening,
The chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million,
The chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together,
We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?

Ohh no mountains too high and no oceans too wide,
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop.
Let it rain, let it pour.
What we have is worth fighting for.
You know I believe that we were meant to be.

Oooohhh.

It's like catching lightening,
The chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million,
The chances of feeling the way (way) we do.
And with every step together,
We just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance?
(Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance,
Can I have this dance?

p/s - this song is <3

So yesterday, I was hanging out with Grace, Agen and Syaeeza.

Grace and I came kinda early like around 1045 to Riverside and we went to the cineplex right away to buy the tickets.

And when we reached there, we were the 2nd earliest people at the place. Haha.

So yeah we bought the tickets and get away from there.

Went to The Times and we met Agen there.

Then, we ate at SugarBun while waiting for Syaeeza to come.

So, syaeeza came.

We quickly went to the cineplex cause we're scared that we're late for the movie or something.

Sekali gi sia, wow. nang packed lah tempat ya.

So, yeah. Grace and I went in the cinema while Sya and Agen bought the snacks.

We watched the HSM3 and I gotta tell you.

I LOOOOVVVVVEEEEE IT!

The songs are like good way better than the 2nd movie songs. Haha.

Ask Sya, how many times i went chikadong, chikadeng and cilaka. Haha.

Then after the movie, we went for a walk to SP then Tun Jugah.

At TJ, we went to Popular cause I wanted to buy something from there but I couldn't find it. :(

K, then we went to the Disney shop and I got a lil' lunatic cause I sawwww my boyfriend! -.-' Be lame with me. :P

After then, we went to McD to have our tea and we saw Syaeeza's friends from Lodge. Nice to meet you guys btw. :)

K, then we went back to Riverside and we walked around in the building. Went to MNG and look for Surfer's Pants but none of them was my size. :(

Then, what else we did arr? ;)

Went to the Times again cause we're bored going round and round.

Then I saw my boyfriend AGAIN! -.-'''''

Kesian I see Grace cause I was so geram. Haha.

But when I look at the price, I went chikadong and chikadeng again. -.-'

I was like si boohhh jak.

I want the book so badly though. :( :( :( :( :(

But anyhow, I sempat take a picture with the book. :P

I'll upload the photo later on. :)

Grace's mom and sister came to pick us up and yeah.

We did took a picture together. :) Thanks to Sya's camera and Glenda.

So yeah.

Then, we went to Spring! :D

Haha. So we did window shopping.

Ahh. We went to Nose, Grace and I sat on the cushion and she was like ' Chelle, are you tired?'

' I'm tired but I like it. :D'

' Haha. Yeah!'

So we went back and yeah.


Dear Syaeeza ( if you're reading this ),

Cause I'm not feeling well. :(

Guess i'm gonna miss the poco-poco and the talk huh? :3

Okay, I have a list.

• I can't wait for tomorrow! Finally get to see you, Sya! :)
• I wanna thank God cause my dad finally gave me a green light to the movies. :D Alleluia!

VERY short i know.

argghhh screw you, PMS!

byee.

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