My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.

Everything I did went wrong yesterday.

I did my geografi coursework wrongly. I mean, teacher thought that I photostated them. Why does she think so? Because of the dots on the papers. She got really angry at me and went to "hunt" me in my class during Moral. I don't mind if she said I have to reprint it again in a nice way you know but she was like suddenly, " Kenapa kamu fotostat kerja kursus ini? Sudah berapa kali saya cakap JANGAN fotostat kerja orang lain. Kenapa kamu sangat degil? " Those are the words that came out from her mouth. So I answered. " Saya printlah. Bukan fotostat." " Kamu jangan fikir saya bodoh". When she said that, she REALLY pissed me off and she was giving me a look which I really HATE. She accused me for "meniru" other people's work. Dear teacher, in case you don't know. I've work SO HARD to get it done. Just because of the dots you reckon that it is photostated. If the printer is like that, what can I do? Ask my dad to buy a new ink? Ask me to go to cyber cafe and print it out? Don't you think its just a waste of time? GEE.

She went to my class and look for me again. This time, I am SO FREAKKING pissed at her. She ask me to sign so perjanjian whatever it is. She forced me to mengaku that I've copied other people's work. And I was like, WTF???. Gosh. She asked me to sign, I gave a big sign for her to see my signature. Then, I said, can i go to my sit now? She just shut up and yeah. Come on. Go look for ONE STUDENT who has the EXACT work as I do. Oh yeah, thanks a whole lot for telling people that I've photostated other people's work which is so not true. Only God knows that I DID NOT copy other people's work and photostated them.

Today, I'm in a good state of mood except that I HAVE to spend my recess time of dealing with coursework and did not eat during recess. But, it's okay. It's for once in a while.

Gosh, I starting to hate doing courseworks or school projects.

Great. I've just did something to my toe. I almost peel of the skin of my toe. Yes, ouch it sure is.
Just hope my dad won't see a single thing about it as he is concern much of my skin and wastes loads of money to buy medication for my skin. I don't want to be a burden to my parents anymore. Well, of course we still have to depend on them because we don't work but yeah. The medications that my dad bought, all of them don't work on my skin. Maybe my skin is one of a kind. Haha.

Dania is watching the tv now. Cars is the title of the movie she is watching. As I have said before she loves cartoon so does my other sister Selene. Selene is not here. She's with my granny back in kampung. Oh gosh, I do miss her sooo much. Haha.

Selene is a type of a little kid who I think is so hyperactive. She wakes up early in the morning like me and my brother do. When she sees that my mom is not at her side while she's sleeping, she will wake up also. She can climb the gate at my kitchen. Luckily, not the gate at the car porch if not, gees. She HAVE to watch Pocoyo or Barney. You know every the Barney song plays, she will look for me and hug me. Then I could see her smile and her cute teeth! Ahaha. If I'm not at home, she will look for someone whom she is close to like my granny or my dad. She will never hug my brother. Haha. She hugs him but rarely. Haha.

What am I doing now? Obviously, blogging and checking out my facebook, myspace and friendster at the same time. One thing that makes go headache is Math and of course problems. I am not gonna say my problems out here because it's public. I mean, who would want their secrets or problem to be spill? Blogs are public okay.. haha.

There's one mission that I have to focus on: Penilaian Menengah Rendah.
I have to goal those straight As ya know. Who doesn't? Except those people out there who thinks that education is not important. I'm trying to get away from being online but I addictive to Internet already. I have to study and work really really hard and smart. Oh and yesterday, Puan Hajah announced the date for PMR. and guess what?

Last few days ago, Jaylfynna recommended me to read a book entitled " The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho. She said that its a cathy and nice story. So I was like, why not? And I read the book up. It took me only 2 days to finish reading it.

Jaylf was so right about the book. It was uberly nice-to-read book. Okay. This story is about an Andalusian guy named Santiago. He is actually a shepherd who ventures from his homeland in Spain to North Africa.

He dreamed about his reserved treasure in some part of Egypt. When he was on his way of finding the treasure, he first met a gypsy. This gypsy was supposed to interpret his dreams. Somehow, she could not. Why? Haha. Okay. She told him to give her one tenth of his treasure to her if he could look for it. She did not for any money. She only told him to follow his dreams and go on to Egypt.

The second person that he met was an old man who claimed himself as the King of Salem. Not Santiago but the man. At first, he did not believe him until something happened. The King's name was Melchizedek. He also told Santiago about some Personal Legend thingy. Oh and he gave Santiago two stones. The stones were named Urim and Thummim. He said that the stones can show him the omens.

Then........




















I forgotten how the story was already haha. I borrowed the book from the library and I have returned it as the due date was like today. Those book lovers out there, you SHOULD read it. and the ending is really nice. For me. haha. It may inspire you to follow up your dreams cause Paulo did inspire people to follow their dreams. :)


oh and my favorite quote from this book is