My Thoughts you May NOT Decode.

I do believe that everyone does have ups and downs in their lives. Maybe its just a minor type of problems but yeah.

I don't know why but I just feel so bored now. I'm now trying to study for PMR but it seemed that I couldn't. Why? I spent loads of time on the Net. Gosh. I really need to study.

I don't really feel that happy lately. Problems never stop coming to me. Every I touch something, it must have a reaction. For instance, I washed the dirty dishes in the kitchen and one of the dishes dropped but LUCKILY it wasn't broken into pieces.

I don't feel studious nowadays. I've accepted that fact that I don't always get what I want. So, I don't go for it. I know, I know. I sound kinda apathy. But hell yeah.

Sometimes, I just don't have the guts to say it out. Like when I'm pissed at someone, I wanted to like say back at them, but it didn't happen. But I don't do that to my parents. I don't wanna be a child who is rude to her parents. So, when they are like angry or something, I just nodded my head like I auk auk jak you know. I'm lazy to have a debate with them esp. my dad. In the end, he still wins not me. AHAHA.

I'm getting lamer nowadays. Seriously, I do. Cause Natalie says that I am lame like lembu. hahahahah. yes, that is lame. Gosh.

I have downloaded songs to my iTunes already. The songs are

1. I don't wanna miss a thing - David Cook
2. Time of my life- David Cook
3. Heartbreaker- Will.I.am
4. Damaged- Danity Kane

Uncle fetched me from church just now. Then, I was in the car.. recall back of the past. I don't know why but it's just............one word I can say, RANDOM.

Okay. haha. Tuition went really crazzaayyy. Not crazy but kinda yeah. Me and Jaylf rolled our exam papers and use it to say something about her Lucas and I said something bout my CESC fabregas. Hahaha. Then, our BM tutor were like, " kamu dua sangat bising arr" " Very kah?" Jaylf asked back with a lil giggle. And I was like covering my face with the papers and smiled to teacher haha. But luckily she's not so strict haha.

Then what else happen? Oh yeah.

I read one of my friend's book cause I was bored and in the random mood. Haha. Then I read a page where she said that she broke up with her boyfriend. So, yeah. I asked her about it and yeah she told me about it.

You know, I'm always wondering. Why there MUST be a break up in a relationship? Like yeah, but I was like kinda feeling sorry for her.

I recalled back all those times. I tried to put myself in the same shoes as my friend's. haha.

She thought I was going to cry. I was going to cry though but I tahan. She even assure me that if I cry, she'll cry as well. And I was like oh no. I AM NOT GONNA CRY. hahahah.

so yeah. I've learned a lesson. There will be a very appropriate time for you to be in love. But, not for now. There will be a heartbreaker some how. So yeah. From now on, I will always remind myself not to shed a tear about it. I hope I get over it VERY SOON. I can't take it anymore.


xoxo.

There were a group of kids who were loitering in front of my house. They were holding some kind of cookies in a white plastic. I didn't care at first.

Then, they were like " Hello?"

I looked at them throughout my window. Making sure.

Then I opened my door and said " Apa dik?"

Their response was ," Mok beli kuih kak?"

I smiled at them and said sorry. They walked away.

I felt pity for them. You know. They wore torn clothes and they were playing by the road side. Kesian la.

That truly shows how lucky I am.

Today is just another Saturday. The reason why I didn't post is that I got no idea what to blog about.

Well, I'm not sure if you need to know this but I've downloaded the TC5 songs!! hahahah.
Yes, I'm pretty much obsessive about the The Click Five but do you actually give a damn about it? Hahahah. Kidding. :)

Oh gosh.......................... What should I blog about??

oh yeah, I'm currently reading a book entitled " The Pilgrimage" by Paulo Coelho. I loovveee his books! His writings are beautiful but the message in the book counts. A load.



Will be posting new posts. :)


adios baybeh!
[nerine nichelle]

Why do I say that today is a special day?

Hmm.

Let's see.

I have 3 friends who are 15 years old today. I mean, their birthday is today. Hahaha.
They are Felicia Oder, Theresa Rom and Danielle Tan.

so, Happy 15th Birthday! :) God bless you guys.



Another thing that is special is that we didn't bring much books today. KH lessons and Science lessons were double period. I brought my bag down during recess cause I don't wanna go upstairs again to get my bag. Christina gave a look and asked me, " Kitak orang mok pindah kah?" and I said, "Aok lah. Sine gik? Balik rumah. Hahah". Michelle also asked what lessons do I have after recess.

Too bad. Theresa didn't come to school today. :(( It's not so special after all.

Okay. What else?

Oh. During PJ, hahahahah. Mr. George were giving us a talk bout the Kecergasan Fizikal thingy and yeah. He asked who is the fittest girl in the class and we said " KATHY!" hahahah. So, she demonstrate some stuffs that can keep us fit. She's flexible too.

I don't know why but I just think that today is not so bad. :)


xoxo.